falling

second trimester.. second tragedy

mia

i woke up this morning

different.

i couldnt explain it if i wanted to.

then i realised, for the first time in 2 months

i woke up and

i had not felt the baby kick.

where was my baby boy?

where was james?

justin is taking me to the doctor now..

we are both scared

we dont know what is happening

but something is wrong

i know it is

justin

miscarriage

i cant even tell her

and i cant stay in the room as the nurse does

she wrapped her life around this baby

i dont know how she will react..

no!!!! i hear mia cry

i guess thats my answer

i have to go back in..

no god please..

i cant help her..

someone help her..

christa

they told me

but what they dont know

is why it happened

well i suppose mia knows

damn it james!

why hit her

why hit her there!

you knew!!

i guess i just have to be glad

justin doesnt know

if he did..

james would be dead..

i know it.

james

hell yea i feel guilty

but so what?

so would you!

i have to tell justin..

i have to..

oh fuck..

there he is..

"hey man.."

the fuck you want

"we need to talk"

what you wanna say

"i know why the baby is dead..."

mia

my baby...

my sweet innocent little angel

killed by the same monster who created it.

i cant do this

i cant go on anymore

my blade has always been my friend

and now

one cut..

two cuts...

three cuts...

four...

the floor is soaked red...

is that an EMT?

we got here too late!!!!

damn straight you did...

and now..

all thats left...

is to close my eyes...

and fall...

asleep

justin

james is dead...

i couldnt help it

when i found out what that monster did

i lost it.

i'm finally home

and...

what is all that red from..?

mia?

mia!

MIA!!!!

god no!

please!

no!!!!!!