In My Dreams 🔞 || jjk + kth

Chapter Nine

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Taehyung was running inside the building, his feet were moving on their own, he had to do this, to finally make it alright. The doctors that he passed by were giving him a glare when he ran down these hallways. Even hearing many nurses telling him to not run but he didn't care.

He needed to see Jin as he had made his decision. Taehyung reached the end of the hall which is usually Jin's clinic. He didn't even knock and grabbed the door handle to get inside the room. The air conditioned air hit him in his face, helping cool down his heated body from all the nerves and the sweat. He glanced ahead to see the man he was looking for.

Jin stared at him in confusion, sitting at his desk signing off some papers. It has been only a week of suffering, rethinking of where it leads them now, a week since they went on a break. Taehyung had dark circles under his eyes, his hair had not been brushed, eyes getting tired from crying for the days he lost in this situation. Jin on the other hand looked completely the same as he left him. He did miss seeing his face but it is disheartening to see that while their break gave him an existential crisis, it wasn't even something worth budging to Jin.

"Taehyung? What are you doing here?" Jin questioned Taehyung, getting up from his seat.

"I-We need to talk!" Taehyung stated. Jin blinked and then looked down and sighed.

"Tae,I told you we are on a break. I don't want to do this right now, not at my workplace especially." Jin told him so and Taehyung scoffed at him.

"This is exactly what I want to talk about. In our entire relationship…I was never prioritized over your work, hyung. It was always, tae, I got a promotion but in Seoul let's move! baby, separate apartments wouldn't work, let's move in together so we can see each other because of my work I wouldn't be able to see you. Tae, I'm sorry I couldn't show up at our date, sorry we haven't been able to be a couple in months. It's always been working over me and then you asked me where I lacked?" Taehyung rants to him in frustration.

Jin once again only stared at him. He didn't say anything for a few seconds. He closed his notebook and looked up.

"Is that all the excuses you have for cheating on me? you want to talk then sure let's talk. How about we start with you having sex dreams about your best fucking friend??" Jin responded back, in the same tone as him but a little louder. Their commotion would be unheard anyway because the room is at the end of this hallway.

"I didn't cheat on you, that's not cheating, hyung. I cannot control my dreams, I can't control who I dream of. Don't change the subject, I couldn't control my dreams but you could've control your fucking behaviour in our relationship,you have always neglected me yet I'm the one who 'cheated', I would never fucking do that to you, do you think that low of me?" Taehyung asked him and Jin just chuckled.

"At this point, I don't think of you at all, Tae. You are not the boy I fall in love with. What do you even want me to do? Leave my job for you? Do you know how crazy that sounds?"

"I want you to respect me. I want you to prioritize me, I want you to sometimes choose your job over me. I get it, you worked for this your entire life, being in a position where you are is not easy but we have been dating for two years, why have we not moved forward at all?" Taehyung asked him in all honesty.