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* you keep trying for a baby... you finally get pregnant but tragedy strikes*
Taylor's POV
I come home from a day at the studio. My wife is pregnant and I'm feeling on a high.
I go up to our room... it's oddly quiet.
I know y/n is home. So I'm a bit confused, she's usually watching tv or cooking.
I open the room to our bedroom and I see y/b curled up in a ball in the middle of our bed.
I rub her back thinking this is just a comfortable position for her.. but I realize she's crying.
" Hey.. what happened? "
She cries harder. " Y/n talk to me.. whatever it is we can solve it," I say and she sits up.
She wipes her tears but more are just flowing. " I lost the baby." She cries out and curls back into a ball.
My heart breaks.. we were so excited about this.
I start to cry. I just want a family with the love of my life, my heart hurts...
" I'm so sorry Taylor... I know you want this more than anything. I'm sorry I can't give you a baby. I'm sorry I'm sorry" She keeps saying I'm sorry and I cry harder.
It's not her fault but I can't speak.
I get up and walk out of the room. I'm not sure why... I just need a minute.
Your POV
I get up and go to the bathroom. I look in the mirror.. why can't I have a baby? We just want a family.
Taylor and I have done everything. IFV prayed, and manifested! Everything in the damn book. It must be me... I'm broken.
It's all my fault.
Taylor might as well leave me...
I lay on the bathroom floor and cry and cry... I cry till I throw up.
I cry till I can't anymore. All my tears are gone. My voice is gone, and my face is pale. I feel weak.
I just close my eyes... I don't wanna feel anything.
Taylor's POV
It's been 2 hours since I left y/n. I feel bad now that I just left without saying anything.
I don't see her in the bed anymore.
I look in the bathroom and she's on the floor. There is throw-up in the toilet and she looks unwell. I feel terrible.
I say her name and she jumps up.
I get down on the floor with her.
She holds her knees up to her chin. " Hey, beautiful," I say and give her a soft smile. " Stop." She says... I'm concerned.
" Stop acting like you're not upset with me." I can see her lip quivering.
" How long have we been together?" I ask and get closer to her. " 4 year's going on 5 right?" I ask and she nods. " So you know me.. and you know when I'm upset."
She looks at me with pain in her face.
" I promise I don't blame you. It's not your fault.. baby I'm Christian and I believe everything happens in God's timing. We will have a baby.. we will have multiple children." I say and she puts her head on my shoulder.
" We will be great moms... I swear I'm not mad." I kiss the top of her head. " Then why did you leave?"
I sat for a second.
" I needed a minute to breathe and process it. I'm sorry if even for a second you thought I left 'cause I blamed you."
She let out a sigh... I can tell she was calming down.
