Inconvenience

emails

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Soobin arrived at his house. He entered the house seeing his Father fixing a computer. His Dad looked at him. Soobin frowned when he saw his Dad who was still fixing the computer. He slowly walked up to his Dad and his Dad stood up.

"Dad? Why are you still fixing that?" Soobin asked while his Dad is in front of him now. "It's broken" His Dad replied.

"Let's just buy a new one" Soobin frowned. "No! I will fix that" Bong spoke. Bong has been trying to fix that but it still hasn't worked.

"I bought you something" Bong smiled at the taller then walked away to get the gift. Soobin kept on frowning. His Dad has been overworking himself which makes Soobin worried. Bong does it for his family. He loves his family so much. Soobin went up to the computer that was in his living room. He sat down and then saw his Gmail on the computer. He tilted his head. He saw other emails deleted. Why is his email logged on this computer? It's not even his computer. He then heard his Mom who arrived at the living room.

"Mom"

"Yes?"

"Why is my account logged in here?" Soobin looked at his Mom who was standing near him. Bong came back with a big smile but then his smile dropped when he saw Soobin sitting in front of the computer and his wife looking at him. Cara looked at Bong then looked at Soobin.

"I don't know. I use-used it earlier. Maybe I clicked something. You know I'm not very techy." Cara stammered while speaking. Soobin noticed something. Why were his emails from America the only ones deleted?

"Wait. Why are only my emails from America deleted?" Soobin looked back at his Mom who became quiet. She then looked at Bong who was just standing there.

"Are you trying to stop me from leaving?" Soobin almost felt like crying. Why would his Mom do this? It was quiet for a few seconds then his mom broke the silence.

"You know what? I applied for you to the hotel" Cara spoke which made Soobin frustrated. He lean back on the chair and fixes his hair.

'Of fucking course! The stupid hotel'

"The pay is good!" Cara continued which made Soobin annoyed. "Mom, I want to work abroad! I don't like it here" Soobin raises his voice at his Mom.

"You know what?" His Mom rolled her eyes then walked behind him. Soobin stood up and is now looking at his mom's face to face. "Eat first, you're overreacting" Cara spoke.

"Mom this is my life! We're talking about my life" Soobin raised his voice at his mom. He felt like he was gonna cry any moment now.

"Soobin" Soobin looked at his Dad who was holding a gift and is now beside his Mom. "L-lower your voice.." His Dad looked down. It looks like he was forced to say that.

"Dad, this may sabotage my application! Dad, please speak up" Soobin looked at his Dad, begging him to say something but he didn't. Bong looked at Cara.

"Bong, look at your son. Look at him. He thinks he knows what he's doing. Are you sure about this? Have you decided?" Cara looked at Bong then looked at Soobin. She was smiling at first then her smile dropped when she asked the questions.

"You should thank me for looking after you. You make decisions based on a whim. I should know. You can't even take care of yourself, yet you want to away from us?" Cara raised her voice at Soobin who was already teary-eyed. Bong kept on looking down. He felt like he failed as a father. He is really scared of Cara and of course, he still loves her.

"Mom, it was just one time. I made a mistake. I'm trying to make things right again" Soobin looked at his Mom who scoffed.

"Trying? There's no time to try. What we need now is to be sure. You wasted so much time already." Cara lowered her voice this time. Soobin looked at his Dad who was frowning. It's like he was about to cry too.

"You wasted so many opportunities. We allowed you to have a boyfriend. We supported you in everything you wanted!" Cara raised her voice again at Soobin who has tears streaming down his cheeks. (Soobin is gay and Cara & Bong supported him so they aren't homophobic yay!)

"And what happened?! You did not graduate! It took you two years to finish school! You even promised me "Mommy, after I finish high school, after I graduate..." Did anything happen?! NOTHING! When you were doing that, did you think of us?! Did we ever cross your mind?! Did you think about your dad?! You squandered our trust in you!" Cara yelled at Soobin now. Soobin felt so numb. More tears started falling from his eyes then he looked at his Dad.

"Dad... Don't you trust me either?" Soobin looked at his Dad. Bong couldn't speak. He looked at Cara. Soobin couldn't believe what he was seeing. He felt so betrayed.

"I admit it, I deleted all your American emails because I was applying for a job on a cruise ship. It's a good opportunity. The pay is good. It's not as if we can both leave at the same time." Soobin looked at his Mom with disbelief.

"If you're all leaving can we even call this family?" Bong spoke while looking at Soobin.

"Bong if you are going insist on what you want, then let's just see who gets to leave this hellhole first" Cara looked at Bong and then at Soobin. Cara walked away while Soobin closed his eyes with frustration. More tears fell down.

"That's it" Cara walked away while Soobin stormed out of the living room to go to his room leaving Bong alone in the living room. Soobin got his earphones, phone, and jacket then he stormed out of the house. He put on the jacket leaves the house and then puts on his earphones. When he went outside he saw a motorcycle that arrived in front of his house. He couldn't tell who it was so he went closer. The boy removed his helmet.

It was Yeonjun.

Yeonjun looked at Soobin and smiled. Soobin slowly smiled even though he was crying. He was glad Yeonjun is here, he wanted to see the older anyways. Yeonjun got worried when he saw Soobin crying.

'Why is he crying?'

Soobin walked up to Yeonjun they were now face to face. Yeonjun pouted then wiped Soobin's tears. Soobin's heart was beating so fast but he was still crying. He suddenly hugged the older which made the older hug him back. The older hear muffled sobs. Yeonjun rubbed the younger's back to comfort him.

"It's okay Binnie, I'm here" Yeonjun spoke while hugging him. Soobin pulled away from the hug then Yeonjun got an extra helmet and then put it on Soobin's head. Soobin kept on looking at the older. He was wearing a white hoodie and sweatpants. Yeonjun then got on the motorcycle then Soobin followed. Yeonjun started the motorcycle and then looked at Soobin if he was okay. Soobin was already hugging Yeonjun from behind. His arms on Yeonjun's waist and his head resting on Yeonjun's back. The older smiled and then started moving the motorcycle.

So many cars were on the road while Yeonjun and Soobin were on the motorcycle smiling. They were happy they were together.

"Let it out Soobin" Yeonjun raised his voice so Soobin can hear him. Soobin smiled and then yelled while they are on the motorcycle. Soobin then put his arms on Yeonjun's waist again hugging him. Yeonjun's heart started beating so fast.

'What are you doing to me Soobin?.."

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