Inconvenience

without you

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Soobin sat down in front of his mirror while Cara was fixing his hair.

"There" Cara smiled after he fixed Soobin's hair. His hair looks very neat now. "You look handsome, you're just like me" Cara and Soobin giggled. Cara inhaled deeply and put her head on top of Soobin's.

"Soobin, I'm not pushing through with my cruise ship application" Soobin's eyes widened. He knows how much his Mom wants to push through that application. Cara walk towards the chair beside Soobin. Soobin looked at his Mom sitting down. "Let me tell you something" Soobin got even more curious now.

"i want to apologize to you" Soobin was waiting for this moment his whole life "I put all my frustrations.." Cara held Soobin hands "Onto you and your father" Soobin looked down at their hands but then looked back up. "I only did that because..."

"I want you to have a better life" Soobin's lips started trembling, he was about to cry. "I didn't realize I was teaching you the wrong way" Cara's tears started streaming down her cheeks while Soobin was trying his best not to cry.

"I hope you forgive me" Cara wiped her tears with one hand then placed it back on Soobin's hand. "Soobin..." Soobin's heart started beating fast. He was nervous what she's gonna say next.

"Enjoy your life"

The words Soobin wanted to hear from his Mom. He's happy. "Do everything you want to" Soobin softly smile. "If you want to go abroad, or you want to love, and be loved, or even if you do all of that at the same time." Soobin started tearing up.

"I know you can because you're better than me" Cara smiled at her son "You're braver and stronger than me" Soobin was speechless. "If you fail, don't be afraid to try again" That sentence ruined Soobin. Tears started streaming down his cheeks. They both stood up and hug. This is what Soobin always wanted.

A supportive mother.

Soobin started crying on his mother's shoulder. He was so happy that his mom finally apologized.

"I love you Soobin"

Bong pass by the room but he noticed the two hugging. He stopped and looked at them. He smiled. He was so happy that their family is happy.

Jeong entered his house seeing Kai drawing in his bag. His eyes widened and walk fast up to Kai.

"Hey!" Jeong grabbed his bag from Kai's hands and Kai looked scared. "What are you doing with my bag?!" He saw drawings all over his bag which made him pissed. "S-sorry dad.." Kai stuttered. He was so scared.

"You son of a bitch!" Jeong hit Kai with his bag on his face.

"Damn you!"

"Look at this!"

"Look at what you did!"

Yeonjun ran out of his room when he started hearing yelling. When he left his room his saw his own Dad hitting Kai. His eyes widened and he ran downstairs.

"DAD STOP IT!" Yeonjun raised his voice while running downstairs. Jeong pointed at Yeonjun with an angry expression.

"You don't tell me what to do!" Yeonjun ignored his father and went to Kai who was sitting on the stairs. He looked so terrified. "Kai? Are you okay?" Yeonjun asked softly but when Jeong throw his bag on the floor Yeonjun looked at him with an angry face. Jeong isn't even scared of his own son obviously. Yeonjun stood up and walk towards his father.

"You know, I used to believe.." Yeonjun paused since he was so mad that he started tearing up.

"that I had to be good at something to deserve your love" Yeonjun scoffed. "I used to think no one loved me for who I am" Jeong then started feeling guilty. (YEAH DESERVE BITCH!!!)

"But now I'm gonna do it and I'm starting with myself." Yeonjun's voice trembled "I'm going to love myself" Jeong stayed silent. "But I hope I make you proud one day because even if I'm not the son you wanted"

"I'm the son that loved you" Jeong's lips started trembling. He regretted everything. "I hope you understand when I say this.." Yeonjun inhaled deeply.

"It's not easy to be your son" Jeong stayed silent. He didn't know what to say. "I'm done."

"I'm leaving with Kai and Aunt" Jeong's eyes started tearing up.

"Let's go Kai" Yeonjun walk up to Kai. He helped Kai get up and they walk away leaving Jeong alone. He felt so fucking guilty

10 Days before October 4

"Guys! I'm dating Yeji!!!" Lia went up to the three boys outside Aegyo store. Everyone was so shocked and started congratulating Lia. Lia sat beside everyone until Soobin got a notification. His eyes widened when he saw it. Beomgyu peaked and his eyes widened too.

"Soobin got accepted to America!!!"

Everyone started cheering for Soobin and hugged him. He was so happy but something felt off. Why was he missing Yeonjun all of the sudden?

7 days before October 4

Yeonjun started walking with his luggage. He was finally gonna leave this fucking hell hole. He stood in front of Kat and smiled. Kat hugged Yeonjun and he hugged back. He was so happy but he misses his Sol so much.

5 days before October 4

"Omg yes!!!" Bong hugged Soobin while he was sitting down in the dining table. Cara watched the two and smiled. They heard the news about Soobin going to America. Soobin started tearing up which Cara noticed.

"Wait, are you sad?" Cara asked in a worried expression. Soobin started crying and shook his head "Of course not" Soobin sniffled then wiped his tears.

"I'm just happy" Soobin smiled at his Mom.

"I wish we were like this everyday"

Cara chuckled and stood up to hug her son.

"We love you so much dear" Soobin never felt so happy. This is the family he always wanted.

3 days before October 4

Soobin's room was a mess. He was packing all of his things for America. He placed down his shirts on the luggage then looked backward and he became silent.

He saw the terrariums he made with Yeonjun.

He smiled softly and started remembering the memories with Yeonjun. He even saw the umbrella that Yeonjun gave. He still hasn't gave it back. He grabbed it and lay down. He opened the umbrella and smiled. He close it again then turned his head seeing the handmade bracelet saying.

Yeonjun

Sol

He misses Yeonjun so much.

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