Inconvenience

Just to be with you

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Yeonjun and Soobin left the Choi's house. Yeonjun was holding Soobin's wrist which started hurting for Soobin.

"Yeonjun, wait" Yeonjun didn't stop and just continue walking.

"Yeonjun! It hurts!" Yeonjun finally stopped walking and let go of Soobin's wrist. He looked at Soobin.

"I'm so sorry" Yeonjun spoke calmly. "I just want to get out of here" Yeonjun smiled at Soobin. "Where do you wanna go? Just tell me" Yeonjun turned around to walk away with Soobin but.

"Yeonjun.." Soobin's voice started breaking, he was about to cry. Yeonjun turned around seeing Soobin. He looked scared and worried. Yeonjun went closer to Soobin and looked at his eyes.

"Binnie.. I'm so sorry for tonight" Yeonjun apologized again.

"I'm sorry about Dad. Don't mind him okay? You're good for me" Yeonjun softly smile at Soobin but Soobin didn't even smile. He looked so scared. His lips started trembling like he wanted to say something. Yeonjun noticed it.

"Do you want to say something?" Yeonjun asked calmly and he saw Soobin closing his eyes. Some tears fell. Soobin inhaled deeply.

"Sorry" Soobin sniffled "I just want to breathe" Yeonjun was confused but was still worried since Soobin was about to cry.

"I need space"

Yeonjun was still confused what Soobin was trying to say. "Wait, I'm confused' Soobin closed his eyes again and inhaled deeply.

"So am I. Confused. Afraid..." Soobin's voice started breaking again "I thought.."

"Binnie.. I understand tonight was upsetting" Yeonjun spoke "It really was, okay? Even for me. I'm here"

"I'm here whenever you need me, okay?" Yeonjun softly smiled at Soobin. Soobin sniffled and wiped his snot. "Sorry.. Sorry Yeonjun" Soobin sobbed softly.

"I'm scared"

Yeonjun looked at Soobin. He was crying so much already he felt so bad.

"Soobin..." Soobin inhaled and exhaled he was having a hard time to speak without breaking down.

"There are so many thoughts in my head" Soobin softly smiled at Yeonjun even though he is crying "If he can't fight for himself..."

"How can he fight for us?"

Yeonjun started getting teary eye "What will happen if I leave?" Soobin continued. "What if things gets worse?" Soobin saw Yeonjun already tearing up which made him feel bad.

"I am almost willing to give up everything" Soobin's lips trembled. "Everything."

"Just to be with you"

Yeonjun stayed quiet. He didn't know what to say. He never saw Soobin cry except the time when he visited his house.

"So I can stay here to be with you" Soobin continued. Yeonjun's eyes widened. He is willing to give up his dreams just to be with Yeonjun. "I'll forget A-america" Soobin stuttered.

"Because in the end, everything will be worth it, right?" Soobin smiled.

"But I'm not worth it?"

Yeonjun's voice trembled. He tried to hug Soobin or comfort him but Soobin walked up which made his heart break. "I can't" Soobin sniffled.

"I don't want us to be like my parents" Soobin's voice trembled "I don't want us to fight everyday" Yeonjun's lips started trembling. He doesn't want their relationship to end.