Seven With You (BTS x Reader)

Part 14

You lay in bed after your evening with J-Hope. 

You twirl your ring around your finger thinking of all of the fun you had, until your phone suddenly vibrates, distracting you from your train of thought.

"Who is texting me this late?" You say aloud.

MIN YOONGI

MY: Hey Y/N, can you meet me in the recording studio before you go to practice tomorrow morning?

Y/N: Why?

MY: it's a secret...

MY: I promise I won't try anything weird...

MY: unless...?

Y/N: Yoongi!

MY: Kidding! I'm kidding...

MY: just please come okay? I promise you won't regret it!

You sigh... what is he up to now?

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The next morning you decide to go to work a little early, hesitantly making your way toward the recording studio.

Upon entering you see Yoongi sitting up in a chair, his eyes closed.

"Yoongi?" You shake him gently awake.

"Oh..." He yawns. "Good morning, Y/N."

His eyes were heavy and had a slight shadow underneath.

"Why do you look so tired?" You ask.

"I stayed up all night finishing this song..." He looks up at you, a hopeful sparkle in his eyes. "And I'd like for you to hear it first."

"Let's hear it then!" You smile excitedly, leaning on the back of his chair as he pushes a few buttons.

When the song starts to play it takes you by suprise.

It was soft and slow paced, yet full of emotion. It was not at all what you were expecting to hear... you can almost feel tears well up in your eyes.

"Wow... it's absolutely beautiful." 

"You really think so?" Yoongi looks down, scratching his head shyly. 

"Yes, it's breathtaking." 

"That makes me really happy to hear..." He smiles warmly.

"But why did you want me to hear it first?" You furrow your brows. "I don't write music, so my opinion is not very valid." 

"Actually... your opinion is the most important to me..." He looks up at you once again. "Because I wrote it for you, Y/N."

"What? Really?" You are at a loss for words.

"Yes. I wanted to add lyrics too but I had trouble putting my feelings into words...." He sighs. "But now that your here with me I feel better."

He turns his chair around to face you, looking deep into your eyes.

"I've fallen for you, Y/N... really hard."

He lifts himself slightly out of his chair and your lips meet once again, but it was a lot different than the first time you had kissed... it was a lot gentler, more sincere. 

When he pulls away you are unable to speak. 

"I-I don't know what to say." 

"Please say that you feel the same way..."

"I can't." 

His eyes widen at your bluntness, as if he had just been stabbed in the chest. 

"At least not right now." You bite your lip with guilt, picking at the ring on your finger. 

Yoongi glances down at your hand, his eyes sink when he notices the ring. 

"I get it..." He struggles to speak. 

He quickly turns around in his chair once again, facing away from you.

"It's getting late, you should probably head to practice." His words have a cruel coolness to them. 

You were unsure of what else to say, and do as he says... quietly leaving the room for practice.

As you leave Yoongi lays back in his chair, gripping his chest with his hands and taking a few shallow breaths. 

"Fuck... I feel like I can't breath." He grinds his teeth together. "All I did was embarrass myself."

He takes the CD out of the machine, tossing it into a nearby trashcan. He then lays his head down into his hands, quietly sobbing into his palms.