Lost Trust

fixing

After we reached home Charlotte started whining to her uncle about how she couldn't find anything she liked and then had to sit and wait for us to finish

I just skipped everyone and went Into my room i started doing my night routine as I was not in the mood to eat dinner

I wore my PJ's and sat on my bed about to drift off to sleep when suddenly someone knocked on the door

If was father I didn't have the energy to get up so i pretend being asleep

He sat on my bed and stroked my hair I could hear sniffles

He was crying but why ??

"Oh my baby my little guerriera I've missed you so much you don't know how many years I've waited to do this" (Warrior)

At this point he was full on sobbing

"One mistake, one night of being drunk and everything I've ever loved was all gone , my sons hate me i lost my only daughter"

He wiped his tears and kissed my forehead

"Oh but now that you're back I will make up to you make up to them and i will do anything it takes to get your forgiveness I will be a better father I hope you can forgive me but forgetting is another level and I understand"

And with that he stood up kissed my temple and left saying "good night
Guerriera "

With that he closed the bedroom door and left

I on the other hand was very confused so many thoughts going through my head that's why?? He sent me away when he was drunk, but still he didn't believe me he ruined my childhood

I can try forgiving but forgetting never he still is the reason I was turned Into this .

After some Overthinking i went back to my roof and sat there but today it wasn't giving me peace

I was feeling suffocated the world in front of me didnt feel enough I felt trapped

I needed someone to talk to but i would never

So what's the other option beat up someone until I have forgotten about everything and then go and eat McDonald's

I called up Brian he usually does pick up my call and this time was no different

I called Brian "yooo whats up bee"
"I just feel a little down can we go to a street fight and then maybe mcdonalds"

"Yeah sure we can go stargazing after that so I'll come pick you up?"

"Yeah okay see you in 20"

"Ok bye bee"

After that i got up and got changed into my clothes

I tucked my gun in and strapped my knives into their places but after that
I hacked into the camera to make the footage of me leaving Disapear

I jumped out my window and climbed up a wall as soon as I was about to jump off I heard someone

"Show yourself now " It was a guard I just looked at him and jumped off while mocking a salute

"Did you really have to be that dramatic? " It was Brian I sat into his car and he sped of
"Yes it's bad bitch shit you wouldn't understand" I smirked

He just looked at me in amusement

We reached the fighting ring I showed him my id

Every fighter is given an id that indicates that they are eligible for entering the ring

There were 2 types of id one that showes that you are there to fight another one that shows that you are there to spectate

After that i entered in I was going to fight a local fighter

Local fighters just fight within their state and do not go to any other states where as international fighters fight all around the world

Flick aka me is an international fighter and I have been undefeated since 4 years

I was fighting race who was a local fighter

Things about local fighters is that no one knows their strength exept the people of that area

They can be very strong or weak or can be undefeated

Race is a fighter with great strength put due to his body je has less agility

I stepped into the ring and examined him he was doing the same while the others were placing bets

"Oh It has always been my dream to fight flick " He said Fangirling over me

I let out an amused chuckle and said

" Well now we will see if you can defeat me "

I liked him he was respectful as many people have been just assume that I am bad as I am a little smaller and of course a girl

" And the bets are in let the match begin "
The announcer screamed how was he so enthusiastic like what was he on I would like some of that

I just stared at him waiting for him to punch me

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We both were bleeding he more than me he had managed to punch me a few times which I let him as I wanted to replace the emotional pain with physical one

Which he seemed to notice and not like

" Why are you not using your full strength " He said in between shaky breaths

Welp if that is what he wants I punched his temple and knocked him out
"Anddddd the winner is flick " Well that was a good fight the nurse came in and caried him out of the ring

I went to the desk and grabbed the money 115k woah

The fighters are ranked the stronger the fighter the more the money I was fighting the highest level fighter they had so I got alot of money

"God fight flick but why did you play with your food" Brian asked a little concerned

" I just wanted to get my mind of off them so I just changed the type of pain I felt" We sat in his car in silence but a comfortable one

So he pulled up to the McDonald's and ordered food after that we went to the highest part of the city we sat there and talked

From which takis are best too death we had some random conversation and some deep ones it was 3

He dropped me off at home I didn't bother sneaking in and I had just realised that my ribs were punched

It hurts I think he broke one of them

I was to tired and suddenly exhaustion took over I was limping every single step felt more difficult than the other

I have had a broken ribs before but it never hurt that bad what was going on

And then I felt my legs go numb what was happening.. I was so confused

I lifted up my shirt to see the wound and then I realized that race was using poison nails

So that ment he was there to assassinate me with poison

How could I not notice this before

I needed to go to my room

I started going up the stairs this simple task felt like torture and i was at the final step when my legs gave up

I was ready for the impact but two arms caught me and placing me down in his lap he kept on saying something I couldn't make out I couldn't even make out his face

But I felt safe

My eyelids started getting heavier even after all my protest I couldn't keep them open and I gave in