The Words Behind Your Cold Heart

CHAPTER 15

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumours spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me? Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me? 'Cause baby I didn't

I remember that day again...my mother...i hate this...i hate her

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me, that should be me

My stupid dad...and his money...i hate him too

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
What you doing to me, you're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're tryna break my heart, it's working because you know that

I hate this fucking life...i hate my self...i hate how weak is me

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me

But why? Im starting to love this personality...the soft side of me

She still singing why me enjoying the story of the song...then i realized i already joining her,

I need to know should I fight for love or disarm
It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart
Ooh

We sing together like a same heart know how to describe the hurtful memories from the past

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

I slowly open my eyes still enjoying the song, i look on rhian looking at me in the same way, i smiled at her and she smiled at me too

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me

We remove our gaze to each other and continue to sing peacefully, We didn't notice that some of the students hearing us outside

Holding your hand, that should be me
The one making you laugh oh baby, oh that should be me

I didn't notice i already held rhian's hand while singing, she didn't mind it too so i rest my hand into her hand sweetly...then i close my eyes one more time...and feel the bright presence between us

That should be me giving you flowers, that should be me talking for hours
That should be me, that should be me, that should be me

We didn't mind those students outside, like we have our own world, colliding our feelings, and shouting it through a song

Never shoulda let you go, I never should let you go
That should be me
I'm never gonna let you go
That should be me
I'm never shoulda let you go
I'm never gonna let you go
That should be me
I'm never gonna let you go