Ruin me (ghostface x reader)

Ruin (Your POV)

          I look over at my alarm clock, it was 4 in the morning. I kicked my foot to the edge of the bed and knocked off a book. Hopefully loud enough to wake Billie. I kicked the wall for extra measure. In about 30 seconds I heard my doorknob jiggle. "Y/n?" Billie was panicked. "Billie, listen! It's just me. I need your help." I was loudly whispering and praying nobody woke up. "Are you hurt?" He was being too loud. "No, shh!" I demanded. "I can't unlock the door. I need you to break in." Billie got quiet. "I need you to climb in through the fire escape. My balcony door is unlocked." Billie's silence was unnerving. "Was he here?" He asked quietly. "Yes. Please don't look when you come in." I was so embarrassed. I didn't hear anything for a while but heard our front door shut. I took a deep breath and waited. It only took Billie 10 minutes before he was walking in my balcony door. "Jesus, fuck! Y/n." His face was bright red and he averted his eyes. "Please just untie my hands." I can't believe this was happening. Billie crawled on top of me, He wouldn't look me in the eye. "These ropes are really tight" he whispered. "Billie. Look at me." He paused. His eyes met mine. "I'm sorry he did this. Did he..." He trailed off. "No!" I don't want anyone to know about this, or that I liked it. Billie was staring into my eyes, he started to lean forward and I was praying he would touch me. I needed it. He cleared his throat and finished untying me. I don't know what came over me but I grabbed the back of his head and brought him into me. We kissed, and it was passionate. His tongue slipped into my mouth and I wrapped my legs around his torso, pulling him closer. He pulled back for a moment and began kissing my neck, I inhaled sharply and let out a soft moan. I felt him get hard in his pants. He kissed down to my collarbone and paused. "Did he do this?" I saw the rage in his eyes. "Yes.." I got quiet. He stood up and handed me my shorts. "Get dressed." He suddenly seemed cold. I pulled my shorts and the adrenaline finally started to subside. Billie grabbed my hand. "C'mon. We need to clean these." He brought me quietly from my room to the bathroom and I leaned against the counter. "It's in the cabinet over there." I pointed to our medicine cabinet. He walked over and grabbed our first aid kit. "I don't know if this is necessary, Billie." He ignored my protests and soaked the gauze in alcohol, and pressed it onto my wounds. I winced. "I'm sorry," he whispered. I felt bad. "It isn't your fault." The silence between us was for the first time, incredibly awkward. He finished cleaning then and sighed. "They're too big for band-aids. Just make sure you keep cleaning them." "I will." We walked back to my room and sat on my bed. "Billie please don't tell anyone about this." I have to tread carefully. "Y/n, They need to know." He was getting harder and harder to read. "Billie they were already pushing me away because of what happened at Justin's party. They all think I'm involved. I don't want my only friends to think I'm trying to kill them." He sighed. "I know. I know you aren't involved. This entire situation doesn't make sense." He started rubbing his temples. "Fine. I won't tell anyone, but you and I are going to be spending a lot more time together. We can't risk any more interactions with him." I nodded. I looked at my clock, it was almost 6 in the morning. "I guess there's no use going back to sleep now." I changed the subject. "No. There isn't." he paused. "Get dressed. I need to go to my house and get new clothes." I waited for him to leave. "Ehhem." I cleared my throat, eyeing the door. "I'm not leaving. I told you already. No chances. I will turn around." He spun around and stared at the wall. It's gonna be a long day. I changed and gathered my bag. We were just walking out of my bedroom door when I heard Sam scream.