You're losing me

My tears ricochet

Y/N POV

What happened? What did I do? If he wanted to take me to this ball he could have asked me. But he went with Greengrass, not me. Why did he blame me for this? And he could have danced with me instead of her if he really wanted to. But maybe it was my fault. Maybe if I asked him earlier he would have said yes. Or what if I went to see him instead of Harry when we were dancing? I opened the door of the Gryffindor common room and saw Hermione. She was crying.

"Are you okay?" I asked, trying to hide that I wasn't good myself.

"Yeah. Well no, it's Ron."

Alright, at that moment I had to hide my sadness to help Hermione. She needed me. I wiped away my tears, we were in the dark so she didn't see me and sat next to her. She was really pretty in her blue dress.

"What happened?"

"You know I went with Viktor, right?"

"Yeah"

"And I danced with him a big part of the night. He is really sweet you know."

"Okay, and what did Ron do?"

"I sat next to him and said that it was a great night and he tell me that Viktor is way older than me and he is using me and he is an ennemi. That's not even true! He is only two years older than me"

"Okay, okay just calm down a little bit. Do you like Krum?" I asked

"I don't know. He is a nice boy but you know he is not very a mastermind"

I laughed. Well I tried to. Mattheo still haunted my thoughts.

"Yeah, but what I meant is: do you have a crush on him or do you feel something when you see him? Like I don't know butterflies or do you blush or you always want to be with him. Do you?"

"I know that I like being with him but I need time."

"Good, then take your time. We don't care about what Ron is thinking."

She looked at me

"You cried?"

"No it was because I danced a lot you know."

"No, you cried Y/N. What happened."

"Oh it's nothing really. But to go back to Ron, don't...."

"No, stop. Why did you cry. You're always here for me. I have to be here for you. Y/N, you don't need to handle everything alone. You have friends even if it's Riddle, well you know what I think of him, but he is your friend so please talk to us."

I looked down

"Mattheo and I had an argument"

"About what?"

"He said that I was way too much with Harry and not with him."

"But he didn't asked you out?"

"No, he didn't"

"The why is he saying that?"

"I don't know.
I think we should go to bed."

"Yeah"

The night was passing and I couldn't sleep. What did I do wrong?

MATTHEO POV

I was laying in my bed looking at the ceiling.

"You're already here?"

Draco closed the door and took off his tie.

"Yeah"

"Daphne was crying. She said you dumped her"

"But we weren't even together!"

"I know. That's what I said but I don't know"