MATTHEO POV
I had no fucking idea of what she was saying. She kept telling memories that I didn't share.
"I...don't remember." I said
"What? Really? C'mon stop joking, you can say you hate me but you can't erase the memories ."
I looked at her, confused.
"You really can't remember?" She asked
"No..."
Was she joking? I didn't know. I hope she was. I would remember, I would. But what if they just.... erased those memories. No, no that was impossible. But that explained why Draco told me I couldn't and wouldn't remember. But no, that wasn't it.
"Mattheo, you don't remember me? I mean before I was brought here?"
"No, no I don't..."
"Oh...fuck."
"What?" I asked
"You swear you're no joking?"
"Yes, yes I swear."
I walked to her.
"Do you think they..."
No answer.
"What were we?" I asked
"Lovers."
That was why. That was why I wanted to protect her without knowing the reason, that was why Draco kept telling I didn't understand.
"I... I have to go. Just stay here."
She raised her eyebrows.
"You know what I mean."
That was completely crazy. Completely. I would have known, I was not stupid. I went in Draco's bedroom and entered without knocking.
"You knew!" I said
"What?"
"Y/N, everything!"
"Mattheo...."
"No, you knew."
"Yes, yeah I knew..."
I didn't answer. How could he do this to me?
"When?" I asked
"What?"
"When did it happen?"
"Last year. When you really started to fall in love with her."
"And how did this happen?"
"I... you wrote her a letter and they discovered it."
I sat down
"That was why. That was why you told me that, earlier."
"Yes, yeah."
That was horrible, one of the most horrible feeling.
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"So tell me again, we were best friends before being lovers?"
It was the next day and I wanted to see her.
"Yes, we met on the train to the Hogwarts Express. We spoke and became close."
"And then what?"
"Then you've been sorted in Slytherin and me, in Gryffindor. We never stopped talking and we quickly became best friends."
"Even if you were friends with Potter and everything?"
"I guess it didn't bother you because it was your mission, wasn't it?"
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FanfictionMattheo and Y/N were best friends since the first year of Hogwarts but at the beginning of the fourth year, Mattheo suddenly became distant. This year would not be the same as previously for Y/N, Harry , Hermione and Ron. But will it go back to norm...
