"Friends" Forever |Kyle Broflovski x Reader|

Chapter 12

+Word count: 524-
My mom's letting me stay home today, which is good.

Wow, that's the, what, 3rd time I've lost my shit in front of all the South Park citizens?

I need to get my things together...

Old me would've said people should accept me for who I am... but I feel like I should change. Change for the better.

G-d, damn, what the fuck is wrong with me?!

Love... dear, G-d, love! I think I feel it! Finally!

And it's all thanks to Kyle... oh- that's giving me anti-feminist vibes.

I'm changing due to a man? Eww.

But I'm changing... that's good. That's all that matters.

Currently, my mom and I are about to watch a movie. She's taking a day off from work to spend time with me, she's the best mom I could ask for.

"So what's your favorite movie?", my mom asks as she sits next to me. "F/m, it's the best. Unlike your Hallmark movies, they're so cheesy and gross.", I laugh. "Oh, zip it.", my mom rolls her eyes, "Let's just put it on and enjoy this moment.".

Enjoy this moment... that reminds me that my moms not going to be here together... that means I'll have to live without her.

Great, now I'm about to cry.

"Mom.", my voice cracks, "I'm sorry I'm such a shit daughter.". "Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n, don't you dare say that.", my mom snaps, "You are an amazing daughter, an amazing person, and you're something I'm not.". "Oh, yea? What?", I cry as my mom hugs me, "I'm depressed. I want to die. Or at least I used to.". "What changed?", my mom asks. "I hate to say it, but I think it's due to Kyle. He changed me. He changed me for the better. But it makes me feel so dumb and stupid and idiotic-", I stop myself before I say something else.

You know what? Fuck the negatives. Screw it, I may be stupid... sometimes... but everyone has flaws. And you're hurting yourself and others when you dwell on them.

"Y/n, honey, come here.", my mom pulls me close, "You've told me how many times to not cry over a man? Why don't you listen to your own advice?". "I don't know...", I sigh, "Sometimes I feel stupid, that if I or someone else follows my advice they'll get in some sort of trouble.". "Well, sometimes you give bad advice, but other times it's good.", my mom smiles.

"I'm glad you're my mom, mom.", I say and my mom laughs, "I'm glad you're my daughter, daughter.".

And for the rest of the day, we just watched stupid hallmark movies. Some of the drama was entertaining, but most times it sucked. F/m made up for it, though. At least for that small time.

But I can't judge other people based on their tastes, half the time mine sucks.

I'm not sure if I should be worried or happy I'm going back to school tomorrow, but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. For right now, I should just enjoy the moment.