Craving Speed [18+]

Chapter 1

Milianna
Love Language- Ariana Grande

I open my eyes to an empty bed. Cold . Where is my child? I look at the time, it's 8 am. It didn't make any sense. Akira always wakes me up when she does. I stand up a run through the penthouse and then I see him. The monster that haunts my nightmares , the reason I can't be at home and safe. The darkness that devours every molecule of light close to it. Holding my baby, my bane of existence.Calling out to me for help, but I can't move, i'm stuck in my spot.

I wake up, for real this time. With labored,shallow breathing and a quick-paced heart. There she is , my baby , my love dove, sleeping softly in our bed. I look at her a while longer then towards my alarm clock. 6:30am,that's good. I have class at eight. After I was done brushing my teeth I walked into the kitchen/living room and find Noa coming in. "Morning pilaties?" I ask taking the flap jack mix and poring it into a clear glass bowl. She holds her signature "green slop smoothie" in her left hand and her keys in the other. "You already know, I need to keep fit for the summer!" she says walking over and planting a kiss on my cheek ."Why are you awake?" she asks uncertainly. "Bad dream", I say, she knows exactly what and who i'm talking about.

"He's not here Liana, he won't find you guys. He's basically dead" she says putting the now baked flap jacks in a plate with berries."But he's not dead, he's in a coma he can wake up at any moment" I say."If he does , we will stab him past a coma", she says wiping my tears that slipped unnoticed from my eyes.

A pitter-patter of tiny feet is heard approaching us from a far."Morning Mamma!" Akira says running towards me. I chuckle as I hug her tightly , "Morning love dove, flap jacks are ready"."Thank you, Mamma", she says sweetly. I return a soft smile her way to show that it's my pleasure.

"So are we promoting kids now? Also, no hugs for Auntie Noa?"Noa asks with a sly smirk. Akira giggles and wiggles her way out of my grip to give Noa a hug. "Morning Auntie Noa" she says smiling bright showcasing her front teeth, that has grown steadily since they fell out while she was eating baked beans for Sunday brunch last year. "Morning Kira" Noa said smiling at Akira while booping her nose.

After Kira te ,we got dressed. She had her hair up in two buns just how she liked it ,she said it makes her look like a bunny. Meanwhile I was looking fly as fuck with a tight black top and khaki colored parachute pants and my Jordan retro's.I grab my bookbag ,my laptopbag and Kira takes her Tiana bag and we were of. Her pre-school is close to Columbia which is near to where we live,so we walk. "I love you,Mamma" she says looking up at me with dark brown eyes. "I love you more, love dove"I say as I watch her walk in her pre-school. I look at my watch.

7:40am!?

Shit! I am so late,i run as fast as my legs can take me. Heaving as I finally arrive at lecture hall 106 statistics. "You're late, Miss Daniels" he looks at me sternly,"Sorry" I smile sweetly hoping to ease the pain."It's alright Miss Daniels, please be seated". I walk all the way up the stairs and sit at my desk. I feel like shit already.

Done.I am finally done with all my classes, and it's only one. What do I do now? My shift at "The Upper Class" starts at 5 and Amarra is picking Kira up from pre-school when she's done at her classes. I sit up watching a movie in the living room , until the door opens."Hey Mami", Amarra says as she and Akira walks trough the door ,"Hey Marra", I say back but Akira  isn't heard. Not a sound.

"What's wrong, baby?",I asked her as she stood playing with her  hands."A boy said i'm a monster at school, mamma" she says , her eyes glistening. A clock of rage covered my eyes. My baby a monster? Never , she begins stuttering over her words. I don't like when she does that , like she's scared."Breath , then speak", confidence glows of her I said those words. "He said I'm a zombie, because i'm stitched up like one on my shoulder",she says as she walks to me wanting a hug. I give her the longest and tightest one ever, a lone tear slipped from my eyes . I can't help but feel that if I haven't  left her alone that moment ,she wouldn't have to deal with that scar in the first place.

"You are a strong girl Kira and I love you so much", I say wiping her tears from her rosy pink cheeks."Now, go and  splash some water on your face and come back,"I say the anger for that boy blooming like a flower in my chest. She nods and goes.
"So, what now?", Amarra says clearly angry too."A bitchass white boy is about to get his ass kicked", I answer back picking up my phone calling the principal.

A/N: I hope you enjoyed reading!