Craving Speed [18+]

Chapter 15

Milianna
False God- Taylor Swift

When I get home everyone is already sleeping including Akira. I sigh as I take off my heels and slouch to Akira and I's room. I groan as the events of the night play back in my head. Inez and Miguel.... the kiss with Alejandro.

It was forbidden, I shouldn't have done it. I should've abided by the rules, like I always do but my word... I tried to ignore it, I tried to make myself not want it. But it's impossible with him. Somehow, someway he invades every part of my body.

I climb in the bath with a sigh as all my muscles seem to untangle from their stress-filled tight spots. I look down at my pussy, glancing at it.

Paul really didn't teach me anything but to please him. Blowjobs, handies, offering my body to him was all that I was good for. I wasn't allowed to touch myself, not that I wanted to anway.

But now... now that I've escaped him, I don't even know how to start. Where to touch or rub.

But using the shreds of dignity I have left after tonight I get up and wrap a towel around me. After I get dressed in my pj's I lay down next to Akira and she cuddles into me.

I haven't even thought about her going to school yet, it's too late in the year at a foreign country. I can't do that to her.

You're going to have to soon.

The voice that taunts me in my head looms over me like a dark storm cloud but I turn around to my sunlight and fall in a surprisingly comfortable slumber.

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I wake up by the sound of my alarm blaring in my ear. All love to Alessandro but this bullshit about having a gala and then working the next day is not gonna work.

None the less I get up and ready for work, earlier than I usually do so that I can check out that new coffee shop next to Dos Ramos.

It isn't that work's coffee isn't good enough, I sometimes just want to live out my inner new yorker and get a nice latte every now and then. It'll also be a nice change of pace, since for the past month my routine has been a whirlwind.

I stop at the coffee shop. It's some fancy shop with a bunch of fake and or real plants hanging around the place. Some native spanish speakers with their ridiculously overpriced Dior handbags and charming Ralph Lauren chatting the day away.

Not a worry in the world.

Like kissing their boss.

I stop stalling and walk in. After I order my latte, I just stand around and cross my feet over each other. The plan is obvious, get my latte, go to work, forget about what happen with Alejandro.
I have to forget about the way he held me, his voice in my ears and how soft his lips felt on mine...

"Ma'am" a slightly irritated voice calls me out of the void that is my mind. "Your coffee". I clear my throat. "Thank you" I smile and pay her. Over three euros for a coffee should be a criminal offence, this coffee better fix my entire situation. I walk over to work since I parked my car there.

There's an errie silence in Dos Ramos that is very unlike it. The receptionist isn't there, not that I care with her bum ass. I shrug it off and walk to my office.

No-one. Nothing. Not even the tap of a computer. I set my coffee cup down on my marble desk and text Julio and Inez in our group chat.

"Hey, are you guys at work?" I text, but I get left on read by both.

I look up from my phone by, in any other circumstance, a welcoming sight. Dammit. I sigh to myself, I did not only step into their trap but I fell.

There the centre of all my problems stood. Dressed to the nines in, what I assume is, a custom Prada suit. What do I tell him? Last night ment nothing? Because it sure as hell meant something to me.

"You see something you like, Estrella?" I don't know where the fuck my head is today, but I need to get it out. I quickly recover. "Mediocre, at best."

"Didn't seem to think so last night." He did get met there, plus he is looking everything but mediocre. I'm smart enough not to let him know that.

"I wasn't at my full senses, last night." I look down avoiding his gaze that feels like it's coaxing every truth out of me.

"No?," he lifts my chin to meet his eyes. He lowers his lips to my ear. "I love seeing you squirm when you lie, Estrella."

Dear Lord, help me. Suddenly the tightly fitted blouse I decided to go for today was a very, very bad idea.

I pull back but my ass hits my desk and I silently curse myself. I look up at him, taking in his brown floppy hair. His multi coloured eyes. His scent... No, bad Milianna, stop.

"What are you doing here?" I whisper. He just seems to appear out of thin air everytime I try to get my shit together.
It's not fair.

"You said you wanted to meet." His perfect brows furrow and soft plush lips pout. God, I miss them.

Then I realize what he says.
Fucking Julio and Inez.

"I didn't."

"You did"

"I didn't- You know what. I can't deal with this shit today I have work I need to finish" I turn to sit at my office chair, and brush a strand out of my face.

"No you don't" He retorts.

"Yes, I do"

"No you don't, Estrella." He drags the nickname out.

"Ugh! Ale, just get out let me work, please" I pout and look up at him, in hopes of it doing something.

"Have you not noticed that you and I are the only people here, Estrella?" He looks at me as if I'm dumb. He's got a point and he knows it.

I sigh and get up. "Go out with me" he trails his fingertips down my jawline. "Just for a coffee, to know eachother better"

I fiddle with the necklace he gave me and bite my lip as I think. "Don't do that." He warns, pulling my bottom lip from my teeth.

"What?" I arch my brow and bite my lip again. "You are killing me, Estrella. Keep doing that and we'll do alot more than get to know eachother on our outing."

Those are the final words he says as he steps back and walks out, leaving me a panicked and hot mess of myself.

My phone pings and it's a text message from a unknown number.

Unknown number

Estrella, it's Ale.

I'll pick you up at six.

And before you ask. Yes, it is a date.

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Hey, hi. How ya'll doing?😅

Guys, I'm soooooo super sorry for not updating. The motivation is not where it was supposed to be and ya gurl had exams and more exams, it's crazy over here.

But I think I'm back nonetheless, thank you for showing so much love to this book. I'm so very grateful. There will be a official album for this book soon and you'll be able to enjoy it.

The trail one is up on Spotify.

Stay kind and Cunty always!🥰

All my hugs and kisses,
Lilac💜