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i was laying in bed about to fall asleep when i started thinking about y/n again. am i falling for her?

Y/N POV

i woke up by my phone ringing. i looked at it & saw that it was ayesha calling. i groned as i picked it up & answered. "what do you want bitch" i answered tiredly. "it's 6:30 on a thursday, no need to be rude" ayesha said & giggled. "anyways, i just wanted to see if you wanted to go to the mall with me after school?". "did you wake me up just to ask that? couldn't you wait till school?" i said angrily. "no bitch, i had to know before so i could wear something extra" ayesha explained. "yeah ok, sure i can go with you" i sighed. "yay thanks babe, see you soon, mwha" ayesha said & hung up.  i sighed as i closed my phone & put it down on my bedside table. i sat up & stretched before going to the bathroom. i did my skincare & make up & then walked back to my room to put on my clothes. "are you awake?!" my mom shouthed from the kitchen. "yeah, i'll be there in a second!" i shouted back while putting in my earrings. i walked to the kitchen & ate some frozen mango. "what's going on today bunny?" my mom asked while taking a sip from her coffie. "i'm going to the mall with ayesha, other than that, nothing really." i answerd tiredly. "hopefully no detention" she said & drank the last of her coffie. "omg, it happened one time mom" i rolled my eyes. "i just don't like when you're in trouble." she patted my head & walked to the living room. "i know, i didn't mean to get in trouble either." i said as i ate the last piece of mango. "i know bunny, just try to behave better". she came back to the kitchen to grabb her bag. "i promise mom." i was to tired to argue with her. "i won't be able to drive you to school today either, i have to go now sorry." she was now in the hallway. "it's fine mom, it's not far to walk" i put my bowl in the sink & walked to the hallway. "i'll see you later then bunny, i love you" she said & kissed my cheek before walking out. i walked to my room to get my stuff & then started walking to school.

when i walked into school i saw ayesha smoking by the gates. "i haven't seen you smoke in like forever" i said laughing as i grabbed my own cigarette & lighter. "i know, gustav doesn't like when i do it but i still do it sometimes" ayesha said. "wait really, i thought you were just trying to stop" i said & blew out smoke. "that's because that's what i told everyone" she laughed. i just laughed with her.

me & ayesha talked while walking to our lockers which made me unaware of  my surroundings until i accidently bumped into someone. "oh sorry" i said & looked at the person. "nah, i'm sorry hoe". the person said before walking away. it was tom. "um why was he kinda nice, i mean he called you hoe but he apologized" ayesha asked. "i don't know, that was really weird" i answered & continued walking. we got our stuff from our lockers & walked to our classes. i walked into class, we had math this morning too which meant i had to see tom again. tom wasn't here yet which was not a surprise at all since he was always late. "hello class." miss. klum said as she walked into the classroom. "hello miss. klum" the whole class anwered as if we were robots or something. miss. klum was just about to speak when tom walked inside the classroom. i rolled my eyes at him. "mr. kaulitz, you're late. again" miss. klum said with disappointment in her voice. "i know, sorry miss. klum" tom said as he sat down in an empty seat. miss. klum started the lesson & after a while, i felt someone looking at me. i looked around the room when i suddenly saw tom, he was the one looking at me. he look at me differently than he usually does, was he cheking me out? as soon as he saw me looking, he looked at the whiteboard. "what the heck?" i thought but didn't think much of it. the day kept on & it was suddenly over.

while i was getting all my stuff from my locker, ayesha ran up to me. "y/nnnn, please hurryyyy, we have to gooo" ayesha pulled on my arm impatiently. "calm downnn" i said & closed my locker. "let's go". when me & ayesha got out of the school ground, she said she had something really important to say. "what?" i asked & laughed at her. "gustav said that tom invited me & him to a party at tom's & bill's house this saturday, i'm allowed to bring anyone i want & i want to bring you!" i could see that she was really excited but i don't know if i really wanna go. "before you say anything, i want you to think about it, the place is gonna be full of people which means you can easily hide from tom & meet new people!" ayesha said. "i don't think i have any clothes though" i said, trying to get out of going. "good thing we're going to the mall then" ayesha smiled at me cheesily, she knew what i was trying to do. "ok, i'll go, but i need to talk with you about something." i said calmly. ayesha started jumping up & down with excitment before asking "what do you need to talk abou?". "tom has been extremly weird today, it feels like he's been checking me out or sum" i said wondering as i grabbed a cigarette & lighter from my bag. "and the way he was kinda nice this morning, you know, when you bumped into him" ayesha said & grabbed her own cigarette. "right! i wonder what's he's on about" i lit mine & ayesha's cigarette. "maybe he's just trying to get you in bed, even though the wole school wants him, i'd say you're kinda lucky" ayesha said & laughed. i punched her arm & laughed with her. we then started talking about other stuff.

when i got home, my mom came running to the hallway. "what did you buy?" she asked. "i bought this black, short dress, these black heels & some accsesories!" i said & showed her the stuff. "ooo, when are you going to wear all this then?" she asked while looking closer at the dress. "i'm going to a party on saturday, ayesha forced me" i said before walking to my room.

i was laying in my bed while looking through my latest playboy magazine when i suddenly thought of what ayesha said. did tom really want to get me in bed? he always says that i'm ugly so it doesn't make sense, but then again, it doesn't make sense why he's "checking me out" & "being nice". does he like me?

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