Helloooooo
I know I already have so many stories going on right now but I have wanted to do this type of story for a while now. I do already have a Denki angst story going on but this story is going to be inspired by another story. This story is inspired by Moonboy3366 and their story "100 Days"
Here is the link to the story, I really recommend it. It's so good and made me cry a lot. https://archiveofourown.org/works/28114953
Also this is also partially a word vomit and I'm projecting onto my comfort character Denki with (almost) everything in this story. (Also I haven't proofread yet so-)
3rd Person POV
Denki lay on his bed staring up at the ceiling blankly. If anybody saw him they would just say that he's exhausted from all the training they did. While it was true, that wasn't particularly while Denki was in such a state. To be honest, Denki has been contemplating his life for the past few months. He felt himself drifting away from his classmates, and it almost felt like he didn't belong anymore. The once-filled happiness-filled atmosphere when he stepped into the classroom was nonexistent at this point. Instead is was replaced with a bit of a suffocating feeling and dread. Like Denki's presence just ruined the whole mood. He couldn't put his finger on the issue though. All he really knew is that he wasn't wanted.
On a normal day, Denki would've shrugged it off and thought that maybe everyone just needed a little time and that usually was the case. This time however, it felt different. Like it was intentionally and it wasn't something that would just pass through. The behavior of Class 1A confirmed his theory. Normally when the class was going through a rough day or week they wouldn't exchange greetings in the morning, but by afternoon everyones' spirits would be high again. This time when Denki entered the room, it was like nobody noticed his presence. Even after lunch when everyone was giggling and laughing with one another, nobody spoke to Denki. It was odd but Denki didn't pay much mind to it and was certain tomorrow everything would go back to normal.
Next Day
Denki got up and went to eat breakfast in the kitchen with the rest of Class 1A.
"Hellooooo" Denki exclaimed.
To his surprise it's like nobody noticed him and they kept chatting amongst themselves. Denki felt a stab go through his heart for an instant. It's okay though, Denki will feel better soon. He has to, he's the class sunshine so he must put up his happy facade in front of everyone in UA. He shouldn't make anybody worry about something so insignificant such as himself.The rest of the day went by so slow, who knew it would be so exhausting to put on a fake smile and laugh for so long. When Denki got back to his room he let himself collapse on his bed. Then suddenly a random thought came into his head.
It seems like nobody wants you here. Why don't you do everyone a favor and just kill yourself.
That didn't actually seem like a bad idea Denki thought. But it felt so soon to do it, maybe he should hold on for a couple more days before doing it.
What if you do a countdown for how many days you are going to give everyone to see if it's worth living. If nothing happens in that time, then you should kill yourself and make everyone see what they have done to you.
Wow, his mind was actually starting to come up with great idea now. He smiled and silently agreed with his thoughts and decided to do just that. But how much time should he give them? He doesn't have the patience to wait a long time, but he should also give them a chance. So he decided he'd give them the benefit by giving them a full month worth of time. 31 days, that's all the time Class 1A has to save Denki before it's too late.
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Countdown (Denki Angst)
FanfictionAn angst story about our resident sunshine boy who doesn't feel like sunshine most of the time. What happens when Denki Kaminari feels like nobody cares about him and that he isn't needed? Start a countdown timer for his life of course! Denki decid...