Countdown (Denki Angst)

Finally, It's Over

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Welcome Welcome 

Hope you enjoy this chapter, title inspired by 'Bye My Neverland' by Kiss of Life

Before we start, it's trigger warning time 

Trigger Warnings

- Self Harm

- Suicide

Denki's POV 

As I lay on the roof I started to think back to everything that happened. I think I went overboard, but I don't care. Am I going to regret it? I can already start picturing what Bakugou might be scheming in his brain to get back at me. 

RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG 

I sigh as I get off the floor and start to make my way back to the classroom. I was completely out of the zone because the next thing I knew, I was plummeting down the stairs. Ouch, once I hit the ground I take my right hand and rub the top of my head gently. That fall hurt and my ears were starting to ring. Once I start to get a grip on myself, I look around to see Bakugou at the top of the stairs laughing like a psychopath and Kirishima is standing behind him smirking a little. 

What the hell...

Some feeling takes over and I feel it all in my chest, I look them both dead in the eyes. I don't know the expression I had but it must have been pretty crazy to make Bakugou stop laughing and just leave without any other nasty remarks. 

I stumble a little as I get up, I look at my hands to see a little bit of blood cover them. It's not that much, I shrug it off and just head back to class. 

Apparently it's not just a little since the second I enter the classroom everyones' eyes land on me and they some looked genuinely surprised and scared while others were obviously smiles. "Kaminari you should really pay attention to your surroundings." 

What the actual fuck. No 'hey did something happen' or not even a mere 'are you okay' it's straight to 'what the hell did you do this time' 

Hahahahahaha, this is amazing. I can't wait for this day to just get over. 

Time Skip to After School 

I'm so freaking exhausted. As I enter my dorm I let my backpack slide off my shoulder and hit the ground with a thump and I face plant onto my bed. I let out a muffled groan in frustration. I don't want to put up with this any longer. I hang upside down and reach my arm under my bed searching for a certain box. I start to feel it and quickly lift it back up and place it on my lap. I slowly open the box revealing the sharp object inside. I stare intently at it as if my life depends on it. 

Do it.

I really shouldn't...

Do it Denki.

Have I really become so hopeless? 

DO IT DENKI KAMINARI!

My hand immediately picks up the blade by instinct. Damn it, now that I'm holding it, it's practically impossible to be able to fight the urge to not do anything. 

That's right Denki, use it. You're so fucking pathetic. It's felt like it's been so freaking long despite there will being 20 days left. Come on Denki, use your common sense. I mean you've got to have at least a tiny speck of it right? If you do then you should know that this whole thing is pointless and I've been trying to get that into your head. Let me offer you a great solution. Show those bastards what they did to you. Kill yourself in the worst way possible and make them see everything that they caused you to go through. Make them suffer and make sure they know that your death is connected to them.