Countdown (Denki Angst)

The Way You Make Me Feel, I'm Hurting

AHHHHHHHHH

I'M SORRY IT TOOK FOREVER!!!!

Title inspired by: 'Nothing' by Kiss of Life

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BTW LOOK HOW CUTE KAMI IS IN THAT PIC. I REALLY LOVE THAT FANART OF HIM AND IT WAS MY DISCORD PFP FOR SO LONGGGGGG (I'M DEF CHANGING IT INTO THE PFP OF AN ACCOUNT I USE SO I CAN STILL LOOK AT IT)

Denki's POV 

I turn to my clock and see that it was already 3am. What the heck?! How did so much time pass by so quickly? I look down at my paper and see that all the problems were completed. Was I confident in any if the answers I got? Not at all, but it was something at least. I should probably sleep now so I don't end up being drained at the start of the morning. 

I take the papers and put it into my folder, and then stuff it into my backpack. I turn off the small pikachu study lamp and crawl into my bed and curl into a ball as I drift off. 

A blaring alarm wakes me up from my slumber and I wave my arms around trying to find where on my bed my phone has teleported to. It always seems to end up in a completly different place unless I hug it like my life depends on it. As I reach towards my feet, I finally feel my phone and turn off the stupid alarm. Who the hell even decided to make school start so early? Don't they know 9 hours of sleep is needed, and with the amount of homework they give that amount is practically unreachable. I drag my body out of my bed and walk out of my room while holding my school uniform so I can get ready in the bathroom. 

Once I'm done gettinf ready, I go down to the common area to be met wth empty silence filling the halls. 

Guess they all left 

Suddenly a strange feeling shoots through my heart. It's so hard to explain, it's such a confusing emotion but I'm taking in everything that has happened these few days. That's when I finally register...I'm laughing 

Hahaha...

No, it's not normal laughter. It's the complete opposite. It sounds manically, like I've gone crazy and lost my mind. 

You are crazy

Shut the fuck up.

Hey, I'm just telling the truth. And damn someone is really snappy today~

I growl as I feel my face started to frown more. No, I can't be like this, I have to pretend to be happy. 

Do you really now? 

Do I? It doesn't seem to matter what I do because no matter what everyone always finds a way to see me in a bad light and hate or ignore me. So what's the point of keeping up this facade. THERE IS NO POINT! I'll have them see what they are doing to me, no mercy. None at all, I'm done with all their bullshit. Then don't deserve deserve a single thing if they think that they can use me while still caring for me. 

I arrive at the classroom and walk to my seat while obversing that everyone else was already here. The second I sit down, Kirishima runs towards me. "Broooooo, where have you been?" 

I was genuently surprised to hear Kiri ask that and in such a friendly tone. "I just decided to sleep a bit more so got here a little later than usual. Why?" I reply back. 

"Brooooo, my charger stopped working suddenly so now my phone is about to die. Charge it for me real quick." Before I even have a chance to reply, his phone is shoved into my hands. What? No, I'm not charging this. Forget it, not happening. I put the phone away in my bag just as Aizawa comes into the room. 

"Alright please take your homework out, I'm going to come around now to collect it." 

I take out my worksheets and put them on my desk and the shock on Aizawa's face was quite amusing as he picked up the handful of worksheets from my desk. I saw a small smile appear on his face which had to mean I was finally started to do something right. Aizawa starts the lecture and goes on a tangent about random stuff which I don;t even understand how it will help in the hero career. 

The bell finally rings after what seems like forever and I start to get up and stretch as I get ready to go to the rooftop. 

"Wait, Denki!" Kiri calls out. I turn around to see him and he asks, "Can I have my phone back now bro."

"Oh yeah sure!" I grab the phone out of my backpack and hand it to him. 

"Thanks bro!" Kiri says excitedly. However that excitement quickly vanishes as he presses the on button to see his phone not turn on. "Uhm, Denki why isn't it working?" 

"Hm? Oh. I didn't think you were that stupid." I giggle as I continue, "It's dead obviously" I finish as I roll my eyes. Damn, my confidence feels sky high right now.

"What?! I told you to charge it!" Kiri screams out which seems to somehow summon the rest of the Bakusquad into the room. 

"Ah yes. Where did you ever get the idea that I had to do as you said?" 

"Excuse me?" Kiri replies, his voice much more agitated. If someone else were to hear it, they would refuse to believe that Kirishima could use a tone so harsh. 

"Oh no, sorry you aren't excused by me for this trashy behavior. But I'm hoping next time you can learn your lesson." I wink at him as I leave the room brushing past the rest of the Bakugou squad who seem to be left in shock. 

Idiots

I reach the roof and sit down letting the cool breeze brush against my face. I know what I just did today is a big mistake, one that I'm going to regret for the sake of my countdown. I mean now that I did all that, who would even try being nice to me. Nobody. And that's the truth. Nobody likes a rebellious Denki, they are only nice to Denki whenever he is able to benefit them. Yes, that's right. I'm just a mere tool to make their everyday life a bit easier. Nothing more than that. But why do they think that they can use me like that when they treat everyone else in the class equally. Don't they know...

The way they make me feel, I'm hurting...

I'm hurting...

Hurting so much to the point I'm about to snap

I look up at the clear blue sky. It feels so empty without any clouds, empty, just like me. I wonder what if feels like as you die. Do you ascend into the sky like some say you do?  It was that very moment, I had a new wish I hoped to achieve. 

I wish to be able to join the stars in the night sky soon...

Word count: 1107

Once again, not proofread cause I wanna get it out faster and I might have like 3 assignments I have to do right now before I can sleep-

And I had a typo in my other story that a reader caught for me and it was really funny so I think it's nicer with some small silly typos if there are any

I actually got it out just like 2 days after I posted the chapter for the other story, nice! I didn't expect to make it turn out like this and this is not in the story I was inspired by but I just really felt like adding it soooo yeah. Rebellious Denki, but maybe it wasn't the best choice for him to do that? Or was it?...