Chapter 7

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Cttro: of the video/music. this is just a reference music.

"Halika sumama ka sakin" sumunod lang ako sa kanya dala nya ang guitara nya, yes kairo can play guitar hobby nya yon since grade 7 daw sabi nya sakin.

Nandito yung sasakyan nya sa parking maalam sya mag drive pero di nya dinadala sa school dahil mas gusto nya na commute kami pag uuwi.

Kairo is so different from other boys ibang iba sya. Kaya siguro ganto na lang ako mag tiwala sa kanya. It's 9pm na kanina pa sya nag dridrive pinag pahinga nya lang ako saglit sa condo nya mga 7:30 kami umalis diko alam san nya ako dadalhin pero i know na it's a safe place.

"Nandito na tayo kera baba kana kukunin ko lang yung guitara sa likod pati panlatag."
Lumabas ako sa sasakyan at pinag masdan ang mga magagandang ilaw mula sa syodad nandito kami ni kairo sa mataas na pwesto na kita ang magagandang ilaw, it's my first time here kitang kita ang ilaw ng mga city lights napakaganda.

"Kera dito kana upo kana na ayos kona" 
lumapit ako sa tabi nya kita ko naman na inaayos nya ang guitara nya.

"Kakantahan moko?" 
Pabiro kong tanong sa kanya kaya tumawa naman sya nakamasid lang ako sa paligid ang lamig at ang ganda dito. Ramdam ko na pinupulutan ako ni kairo ng jacket tiningnan ko lang sya at nag pasalamat ako sa kanya.

"Kera i know that you still don't want to tell me what happened but always remember that im here as your bestfriend wag moko babaliwalain ha!" 
Hagang dito na lang ba talaga tayo kairo?

Nagulat ako ng bigla syang nag guitara at kinanta ang fav song ko.

"Hey, have you ever tried
Really reaching out for the other side?"

Para akong hinihele sa pag kanta nya ilove him so much.

"I may be climbing on rainbows
But baby, here goes"

pag kanta nya na nakatingin sakin. Alam nya talaga kung pano ako kukunin, alam na alam nya.

"Dreams, they're for those who sleep
Life is for us to keep
And if you're wondering what this song is leading to
I want to make it with you
I really think that we could make it, girl"

ibang kairo ang nakikita ko ngayon kairo na soft at mukang never akong babatukan, ilove how he comfort me every single word
he sing.

"No, you don't know me well
And every little thing only time will tell
If you believe the things that I do
And we'll see it through"

Kahit na anong sabihin nila tungkol samin alam kong mahal ako ni kairo, bilang kaibigan.

"Life can be short or long
Love can be right or wrong
And if I chose the one I'd like to help me through
I'd like to make it with you
I really think that we could make it, girl"

My mind is full of unsaid words gusto kong sabihin kung gano ko sya kamahal bilang sya, bilang kairo pero hindi bilang kaibigan ko lang.

Iba ako pag kasama ko sya, nakakalimutan kong may problema pala ako pag sya yung kausap ko, isang kanta nya lang tunaw na tunaw na ako ilove him so much. Alam ko din namang mahal nya ako pero alam koding bilang kaibigan lang yon.

"Baby, you know that dreams there for those who sleep
Life is for us to keep
And if I chose the one I'd like to help me through
I'd like to make it with you."

I didn't realize that i was looking at him simula hagang matapos sya nakatingin lang din sya sakin.

"Kera are you good?" He said while looking at me I don't know kung pano ih eexplain ang nararamdaman ko.

"Kairo im sleepy." I said while looking at him.

"Dito ka sa balikat ko, don't be shy to open up to me kera you know im here pag ok na mag open kana sakin na." Dina ako nag salita ulit unti unti nang bumigat ang mga talukap ko at pumikit. Kahit na nakapikit ako medyo nararamdaman ko padin ang paligid naramdaman kong dumikit ang labi ni kairo sa noo ko. Did he just kissed me on my forehead?
Im to sleepy to think.

Nagising na lang ako na nasa kama na.

"Asan ako?" I said while looking at the room diko na tanda ang ng yari kagabi basta ang alam ko ay nakatulog ako sa balikat ni kairo sa sobrang pagod ng mga mata ko.

"Hey gising kana pala." It's kairo mukang kakagising nya lang din

"I already prepared our breakfast halika na kumain kana." Kairo is indeed husband material i want to ask him what happened kung pano ako na punta sa condo nya, his condo have one room only san sya natulog? Sa tabi ko? Sa sala? Sa lapag? Im so curious though.

My parents didn't even call nor chat me after what happend.

"Anong plano mo kera?" I already tell him what happend diko din alam kung anong plano ko they didn't even approach me after what happend ni wala man lang akong natangap na tawag mula sa kanila.

"Pwede bang dito muna ako?" Alam kong nabigla sya sa sinabi ko pero wala talaga akong mapupuntahan.

"Kera you know that it's not a nice idea that you will sleep in my condo, lalo na we are different sex kahit na kaibigan kita it's not a good idea especially in other people's eyes." I just look at him with a blank smile.

"It's fine kairo if you don't want me to stay here, may pera naman ako kaya ko naman sigurong kumuha ng apartment muna" he looks at me blanky para bang may gusto syang sabihin sakin.

"Nevermind you can stay here." He said coldy.

"Akala koba aya-"
Pinutol nya ang pag sasalita ko.

"You can stay here kera it's much better."

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