ALEXIE'S OBSESSION

ALEXIE

Life has never been rainbows and roses for me. I have dealt with my fair share of shit to get into the position I am in right now.

I think at some point in my childhood, I stopped feeling like a normal human being. When you have to deal with so much shit, the best option is to immune yourself to it, and the best way is to do it, is to never show your weakness, in my world the biggest weakness are emotions. I've learnt that, If you want to survive the monsters you've got to become one too. They crave power and control over everything, so reasonably I like to control the chaos too, not the other way around.

But then something just stepped into my controlled and calculated life. It started the day she came inside my room with Vlad, and it took a lot of fucking effort not to stare at her.

She put my whole world into chaos. She is magnificent, with high cheekbones, big doe eyes, full pink lips, and eyes green as a forest, she has a beauty mark just below her lip, and her looks are breathtaking. But there's more to her except the beauty. Her eyes have depth in them, it's like she's hiding so much pain in them. But as I said I don't feel normal human emotions so I won't know what that means.

I just know that I have to maintain my distance from her, if I want to control the chaos in my mind.

I get out of my room and head towards my office when I hear a shrill laugh. I look down, and surely standing in the hall is Yuki, she's with the new guard, and by the looks of it they're enjoying themselves. But guess what, I don't pay them to fool around.

I call vlad into the office and tell him that from now on only miss Sato and him are to accompany me everywhere, as for the new guard, he will be guarding the compound from outside.

I have a meeting with the Japanese yakuza today, it's being held in one of my hotels, as I don't want to bring any stranger to my place.

I always have the habit to be on the right time. So today when Miss Sato is 5 minutes late to get to the car, it icks me in the wrong way. We settle in the car with my driver driving, Vlad in the passenger seat for security purposes. Which leaves me and Yuki in the back seat, now, I could've made her go in the other car with all the other soldiers, but why would I do that?. I'm loving how she is squirming in her seat, looks like she is uncomfortable, hmmm well this is interesting.

I was just checking some emails in my phone when I hear a loud bang. It's a bullet in Yuki's window, luckily our glasses are bullet proof but that doesn't mean it can't break. I grab her neck and push he down, she's struggling to get up. "Stay down." I say as I look for the fucking snipper.

"If you try to remember sir, I am here to protect you not the other way around." She says.

" This is direct command, so stay the fuck down."

"My job is to protect you so you stay down, because I am well and good trained to kill."

Just then a car crashes into ours from the back, we come to a halt, as the driver applies the breaks in the right time. I look to the right to see if Yuki is safe, but she's not in her seat, and the door is fucking open. FUCK. She just won't listen to me, would she?.

I grab my glock and get out of the car. I tell Vlad to find the snipper and shoot him as fast as he can. I see Yuki shooting two people at once, and fuck, her fighting stance is perfect. She shoots a guy in the head and another in the heart, I myself am shooting people here and there, but my full concentration is on her. A guy reaches her from the back, but it's as if she has eyes on the back too. She takes out a knife from her pocket and slashes the fucker's neck in one go. She fights better than most men in our organization, and fuck if it isn't the sexiest thing I've ever seen. She shoots the last guy and looks for me, finding me she runs toward me and stops near me. She checks me foe any injury, seeing none she seems satisfied, but I'm anything but satisfied right now.

Vlad comes back with a car, and I say Yuki to get in. Inside the car, I turn to her.
"What did I say about following my orders Miss Sato?"

"I'll follow all your orders when your life is not on the line sir, if you are in danger then I operate on my own."

"What the fuck did you just say? Listen here and listen carefully, if I say you to stay back, you stay back, if I say you to be in the car, you be in the fucking car. If you ever defy my orders again, you'll be punished, do you understand?"

"No. I'll take the punishment rather than sitting back."

This little fucking, she is stubborn as fuck, but guess what, so am I, and she will learn to obey me sooner or later.