ALEXIE'S OBSESSION

Alexie

I don't know why but I'm shocked by my own actions these days. I'm walking towards the car after the incident in Miss Sato's room and it's safe to say I'm frustrated. I just went into her fucking room to call her, when I could've sent vlad to call her. But I'm glad that I went there myself because I would've lost my shit if someone else saw her like that. When I knocked on her door, I totally didn't expect her to come out like that. She was dressed in the shortest shorts I've ever seen and that fucking t-shirt that was barely concealing anything, she wasn't even wearing a fucking bra for god's sake, I could see her hardened nipples and it left little to the imagination. I was so fucking hard then, it was hard to even stand there, but then I did something that even shocked me. I fucking sniffed her like a dog. I don't know why I did it, but I just wasn't thinking and now can't forget how she smells even if I want to. She smells like vanilla and sunshine and I'm not kidding when I say that it's my new favorite scent.

Is that how she normally dresses while living with the other guards? Even the thought of it makes me fucking angry. I'm so fucking frustrated by the way I'm reacting but I can't help it. She's already causing havoc in my life. She's disrupting my control and that's making me insane. Should I just send her back or just remove her like I remove my problems?

I was lost in my thoughts when the sound of the car's door opening broke the spell. I saw Miss Sato going to sit in the front seat but I spoke up before that "You're sitting in the back Miss Sato." She looked shocked for a second but then she put her poker face on and said "But sir it's more safe for you if I sit in the front and I'm just doing my job." Is this little shit taunting me right now? "I said you'll sit in the back Miss Sato and that's the end of discussion." She says nothing and opens the back door and gets in. Vlad opens the front door and gets in the car, I could've told her that Vlad's sitting in the front but where's the fun in that? I like to pry reactions out of her. It's fun this way. We started moving ten minutes ago and I'm currently checking the updates of the latest shipment on my phone. We are going to a meeting with the dealer I'm buying my guns from and it's about an hour away. I glance at Miss Sato to see what she's upto and I find her sleeping, well it makes sense that she is sleeping after guarding me for the whole night and then not being able to get a good nap. I want to continue the work I was doing but that's just not possible now, seeing her this off guard gives me the perfect chance to observe her. She's wearing her uniform but it still looks so good on her, her hair is a lot longer and is past her shoulders now. Her lashes are so long and they beautifully frame her face. There's no doubt that she is breathtaking.

She's leaning her head against the window of the car and this road is a little bumpy so she might hit her head if she keeps sleeping like an idiot and I don't want my guard to be injured, and that's the only reason that I shift her and let her head rest on my lap. There's absolutely no way that I'm doing this because I want to. I don't miss how I wouldn't have done it for any other person.

We're almost at our destination when I feel her waking up. She makes some kind of sound when the light hits her eyes and fuck if that doesn't turn me on. I feel like I'm regretting a lot of my decision these days. I don't want her to wake up but I still say " hey we're almost there so wake up." She uses the blazer of my suit as she blabbers something like "mmhmm, just five minutes more pleasee." I've never seen her acting like this and I think it's fucking adorable. Wait what? I don't think this is adorable at all. I nudge her with a little more force this time as I say "Wake up Miss Sato, we're almost at our destination." This seems to do the job as she immediately straightens up and looks confused for a second. She looks at me with wide eyes and then at my lap and then at me again and after all this drama does she finally ask "Uhh, d-did I sleep on your lap again?" She looks super guilty because she doesn't know that I was the one who put her head on my lap, not that I'm going to correct her. "Yes Miss Sato you forcefully put your head on my lap and were sleeping like a child." Her face shows absolute horror and she says "I'm so sorry I really didn't mean to." She looks so flustered that a smile threatens to break free. Why is this girl always so chaotic? "It's alright we're almost at our destination so get ready and don't slack off anymore." She nods in response and tucks her gun in.

When we reach there Vlad checks for any threats and then gives us the okay to get out. I'm walking ahead of everyone and everybody seems on guard. My eyes unintentionally look for Miss Sato and I see her walking behind with Akim on her side and suddenly my mood has turned sour again. I remember putting that fucker to guard the gate so why is he here again? I ask Vlad why he's here and he says that he's one of the best we have and we can't waste potential. I swear to god they try so hard to piss me off but I'll deal with this after the meeting is over and Miss Sato is not going to like it.
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Thanks for reading, and stay tuned for the next chapters.<3