𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒

- whispers in the silence - onceler x fem reader with anxiety

onceler x female reader with generalized anxiety disorder and obsessive thoughts

the gentle hum of machinery filled the air as you sat on the couch in onceler's living room. the room was cozy, adorned with warm colors and soft lighting, but today it felt like an unfamiliar space. your mind was a whirlwind of anxious thoughts, a storm that refused to subside.

as you glanced around, you noticed how every item seemed to carry the weight of your worries. the photos on the wall appeared distorted, their smiles fading into a blur. you shifted uneasily, your hands trembling slightly as you fidgeted with the edge of your shirt.

despite the comfort of the room, a deep sense of loneliness washed over you, threatening to pull you into its depths. you longed for solace, a reprieve from the constant barrage of irrational fears and thoughts that plagued your mind. but it seemed as if no one could truly understand the relentless battle you fought within yourself.

onceler, though unaware of the storm raging inside you, sat beside you, his arm brushing against yours. he smiled, his gaze filled with genuine affection, but your mind struggled to accept the warmth he offered. you felt trapped, unable to escape the prison of your own thoughts.

as the minutes ticked by, the silence between you grew heavy. you desperately yearned for a distraction, something to momentarily divert your attention from the inner turmoil. your fingers absentmindedly traced patterns on your thighs as you tried to ground yourself, but the intrusive thoughts persisted.

no matter how hard you fought against them, the obsessions crept in, taunting you with their irrationality. they whispered doubts and fears, convincing you that you were destined to be alone. tears pricked at the corners of your eyes, threatening to spill over, but you blinked them away, unwilling to burden onceler with your struggles.

in a moment of vulnerability, you found yourself sinking deeper into the darkness, the weight of your thoughts overwhelming. you struggled to form coherent words, your mind becoming an impenetrable fog. it was as if you were on the edge of a deep abyss, unable to find your voice or seek comfort.

sensing your distress, onceler's expression shifted from warmth to concern. he gently cupped your face in his hands, his voice soft and soothing. "hey, what's going on?"

you opened your mouth, trying to form a response, but the words refused to escape. your throat tightened, and your heart pounded in your chest. the fear of vulnerability paralyzed you, rendering you silent.

onceler's brows furrowed with worry, but he didn't push. instead, he pulled you closer, wrapping his arms around you in a comforting embrace. he pressed his cheek against yours, his voice filled with tenderness. "it's okay, y/n. you don't have to say anything. i'm here for you."

as the warmth of his touch enveloped you, tears finally spilled down your cheeks. you clung to him, seeking solace in his presence, in the unspoken understanding between you. he held you tightly, offering a sanctuary in the storm that ravaged your mind.

time seemed to lose all meaning as you held onto each other, finding comfort in the silence. onceler's steady heartbeat echoed in your ears, grounding you in the present moment. with every breath, he reminded you that you were not alone.

though you couldn't find the words to express the depth of your struggles, onceler understood. he knew that sometimes the battles fought within were too overwhelming for spoken language. in that moment, his unwavering support spoke louder than any conversation could.

as the night draped its comforting veil over the world, onceler whispered, his voice filled with unwavering love, "i'm here, my love. i'll always be here. together, we'll face whatever comes our way."