I have been waiting for you (hyunlix)

My new friend

Hyunjin pov**

It was morning, His head was pounding, He had a stomach ache, and puke in his long hair, his hands were shaking and he just genuinely felt like crap.

"You look like shit "  Han stated the obvious,giving the older a drink.

"Ugh..Good morning to you too! "
"How do you feel"
"I feel like i got hit by a bus"
"Yeah you literally slipped from a cliff so no big difference "

All the memories of last night started hitting him hard like heavy rain ,he hided his face in his palms from embarrassment.
How hard should he hit his head on a tree to loose all of the memories of last night.
"Finish that drink first we will talk later, and be ready for a very long lecture "

Hyunjin was sitting at a small tea stall among 8–10 other people.
Fresh air, the amazing vibe of dawn, the cool weather from the countless trees in the forests nearby and the view of distant mountains, people were sipping tea, reading  and interacting, and he was painting for the exhibition. His painting was a landscape art. It depicted  mountains, villages surrounded by fog, and river,he painted a big tree on the right to draw audiences' eyes first and lead to the mountain on the back. He used soft color variously to describe a distant mountain.

Hyunjin saw the boy from last night approaching me, so he wasn't dreaming after all, damn he looked even more stunning under the sunlight.

He was very embarrassed now remembering what exactly occurred that night and every word that slipped from his tangue and how he lost his shit dramatically.

"Hello can i sit beside you" , the older heard the boy asking

"Yeah sure make yourself comfortable "

"So let me introduce myself properly, last night was .. uhm you know..."
"Weird i know, please blame it on the alcohol, i promise I'm usually not that crazy "

The younger boy chuckled " I'm Felix by the way , Lee Felix, I'm studying music , Chan hyung is my senior, we are friends since we both lived in Australia."

"I'm Hwang Hyunjin, " he said shortly avoiding eye contact with the younger.

"What happened to the confident boy from last night "

"I'm ... ah ,actually not so good with people, it seems alcohol made me relax and i made a fool of myself obviously , i didn't get the chance to thank you for last night, and I'm deeply sorry for my behaviour."

"It's okay, no need to thank me, or to apologise " answered the pretty boy shyly.
An awkward silence that lasted a couple minutes before the blonde interrupted,
"but If you don't mind my question , What makes you drink so much to the point to faint like that."
"I .. ugh "

Its been always hard for him to open up to people hating their pretentious of being interested as a means to approach him.Hyunjin became so closed off to everyone after a-lot of heartbreak and traumas from people he believed were one day his friends,then he found it harder to let another person in again. Chan and Han were an exception. He gave up his rigid boundaries and let go of his defensive walls because of their consistency to build this trust until he felt emotionally safe with them ,safe enough to share his inner world. He was very thankful for them.

"I'm fine, truly, i just wanted to have some fun, isn't it this the purpose of this camp?" I muttered.

But this boy in-front of Hyunjin seemed genuinely interested and concerned.

He had some sort of alluring aura that made people not even want to lie to him about anything. He just couldn't bring himself to talk.

"I know I'm a stranger to you , but i really hope you accept me as your friend and feel free to share with me your concerns, you know maybe i can help, a friend of Chan hyung is also my friend, " Felix's lips broke into a big sunshine smile.
That made Hyunjin wanna let go of his defensives and spill his guts to him.