Ninjago angst</3

"I can't let him go.." //Lloyd

//This takes place after Possesion/Season 5//

<LLOYD'S POV>

Everybody was training on the deck of the bounty, we had all been getting better and better, but I was tired, tired of training the whole time, absolutelly un-motivated to do anything, I asked sensei Wu if I could take a break and by my surprise he had said yes.

So I walked over to the sleeping quarters, not telling anybody else I would be taking a break.
Once I walked into the "bedroom" I locked the door and stood against it for a few minutes with my eyes closed sighing softly.
I took a deep breath and stood up again, walking over to one of the closets, taking out a piece of fabric.
But that piece of fabric was very special to me, as it had been my father's sensei outfit.
I stood there holding it for a second before walking over to my own bed and sitting down on it.
I looked down at the clothing I was holding, memories flying through my brain as I just sat there, doing nothing but looking at the fabric.

I hadn't seen my father ever since I needed to banish him to the.. Cursed Realm..
I saw him again when Morro had sent me to that horrid place.. my father would've been tied up with chains.. it was a horrible sight to see..
I stayed silent for a few more minutes, memories still torturing me.
I could feel my eyes burning and then a tear fell over my cheek but I quickly whipped it away.
I held onto the piece of clothing tighter, not even a second later I broke down crying and sobbing.
My head placed onto my knees crying and into the fabric of my dad's clothes, trying to not make to much noise.
Silent whimpers came out of my mouth as I tried to silence myself.
It didn't work, I couldn't stop myself from wheeping, I shut my eyes tightly, trying to stop the tears from pouring down my face, but my eyes started hurting more and I needed to open them again, more hot tears came streaming down my cheeks.

I just sat there on the bed, being totally pathetic crying my eyes out.
I sat there for what felt like ages, but I couldn't get myself to get up, I would've still been crying, quiet sobs still leaving my mouth.
For a minute I thought I heard somebody walk through the hallway, and my ears didn't lie to me, not even a second later somebody knocked on the door, it was a quiet knock.
A soft voice started talking and I noticed it was Nya straight away, but she wasn't alone as I started hearing another voice, still a soft one but just deeper then Nya's voice was.
If I wasn't mistaken both Nya and Kai would be at the door.
I quickly got up, walking to the closet in a fast pace and putting my dad's outfit back in it's place.
I glanced at myself in the mirror..
"Shit they're going to know I've been crying..!" I mumbled, as there were red spots covering my cheeks and the surrounding of my eyes.
That would tend to happen if I cried a lot, it sucked because the rest would clearly know I would have been crying.
I could hear Nya and Kai both talking, I'm pretty sure they wanted to know if I was okay and asked me to come out.
So I did.

I unlocked the door peaking my head around it, I saw -as I was expecting- both Kai and Nya standing there they looked at me and I could see their facial expressions change to an even bigger frown.
I backed away from the door as the sibling walked in, Nya would be the first to start talking as Kai closed the door behind him.
"Lloyd, we're worried about you.." I heard the water ninja say, I looked at the floor as my face was blank of any expression.
"Yeah bud.. Please just tell us what's wrong, we want to help you." Said the fiery one of the two.

I could feel my eyes start to prickle again.
Before I even knew it I would find my self breaking down crying yet again.
Kai and Nya actually ran over to me to hold me up, Kai hugged me tightly as Nya was whispering some words to her older brother which I couldn't hear.
Kai started talking again, in a very calming voice, "Lloyd.. What's going on..?"
I sighed shaking a bit and started talking in a whispery manner, "I.. I just miss my dad.. why did I have to lose him again..?! He was all tied up in chains when I saw him in the cursed realm, it was horrible!!" My whispering turned into light screaming near the end, as Nya started shushing me because I was breathing heavily.
"Cmon Lloyd, we'll let you sleep.. you look exhausted.." Nya said as Kai picked me up and putting me into the bed.
I looked at them both, they had a small smile on their face, before they left the room Kai ruffled through my hair saying, "Sleep well little bro, you deserve it."
He walked over to the door, waiting for Nya to follow him, she kissed the top of my head, smiled again and walked after her brother.
They both left, I layed there, thinking how lucky I was to still have them.
They're like my sibling.. even better, all of the Ninja were like family.
And I couldn't wish for anything better then them.
My eyes started to feel heavy and they soon after shut, as I was off to a deep sleep.

//HI HELLO!! WRITER HERE!! ^^
I hope this wasn't that bad of a story since I spent like all of braincells on it-
Worth it tho?!
Anyway, this comes off of one of my headcanons for Lloyd, I know it's depressing but that little guy has so much trauma-

Anyway, each chapter will most likely be focused on one of the Ninja, so, I'll be trying to work up the motivation to write some more!!

Special thanks to my friend Ash, since they somehow made me have enough motivation to write this story!! :D

Hope the grammar wasn't all that bad, and hope you enjoyed reading!!
Buh-bye now!!//