Dont blame me

Chapter 11

Past time

"Its done." My arm falls to my side dropping my phone as I slide down the wall. The call ends and I pick the phone up throwing it across the room. Footsteps thud down the stairs and in an instance Mia is by my side.

"Why Jesse Mia? It hurts so bad!" I cry clutching my chest. Tears form in her own eyes as she try's to help me stand. "I know baby. I know. Your gonna get through this." She holds my cheek feircly looking me in the eye.

"I cant breath!" The pain in my chest grows covering every inch of me in dark sadness. Dead people dont come back. I knew that better than anyone. I didnt want reality to set in because each time it did it hit me like a ton of bricks. 

Jesse would never come through that front door again. I throw Mias arms off of me and run to my room. I snatch up rita from her place on my desk and throw her into the wall. I stomp on her too trying to release my anger. Mia stands in the door way unsure weather to step in.

I leave rita on the ground and begin ripping up my poster and messing up my bed. I dump all my clothes on the ground. My room is hideos by the time im done. I plop down on the floor grab Rita and cuddle her to sleep.

Present

"How could you not fucking tell me. That you were going to send MY family out here! They saw Letty." Hobbs leans against a table arms crossed calmy. 

"Are you done yet." You could practically see the steam coming from my ears

"Are you fucking kidding me Ive been at this shit for 5 years. 5 YEARS!" I plop down into a chair closing my eyes and taking deep breaths.

"I appreciate everything youve done Valerie. I know you mean well kid, but I saw your face the last time we spoke and I knew you were gonna need help." 

"Anyone else wouldve fit the job. They were happy." I cry but hobbs just kicks a chair out and sits across from me.

"No they were living in a lie and so are you. You wanna know how I found dom in the first place? He went to 111 berryhill cemetery."

"Jesse." My voice is barely above a whisper.

"He was looking for you V, they never stopped. They were never happy knowing they got away and you didnt."

"You shouldve told me."

"I dont know if I can trust you anymore kid. Your withholding I can see it in your eyes." This catches me by surprise. A wave of guilt hits me.

"Hes a bad guy Valerie he hurt a lot of people."

"I can change him." The words feel like lemon juice on fresh cuts as they leave my tongue.

Owen and Val Past

"Its been a year hobbs. I see growth and improvement. hes not who you think he his."

"Dont tell me your loosing your head."

"Give me 1 more year I can change him."

Present  -Doms P.O.V.

"Your sure it was Letty and Val?" I look at Brian as I rip off a piece of gauze.

"She looked right at me and Val told her to do it." The sound of crunching follows as Han leans against pillar.

"I just dont understand? She seemed perfectly fine a couple days ago." He says. I can see the worry and concern written on his face. It was a look ide always recognize and the same reason Valerie decided to only keep in contact with Han.

Was I upset with her from hiding Letty? Not really. I tried to keep an open mind from the moment I saw those pictures. 

"Hobbs said shes been with him for nearly 5 years. Maybe shes in love with him." My eyes draw to Gizellse's who's cleaning her gun.