scarred omega

fear and lies?

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kai pov.

Am I dead? where am I? I'm surround by darkness feeling numb? I don't feel the pain any more that's good but I didn't think death would just be an empty void but then again it wasn't like I had any one wanting to see me on the other side father said many times that my mom would be disgusted by me and didn't want me so I guess this saves me the pain of finding out if that's true or not which probably is the truth I'm a worthless piece of shit that no one would miss least I wont get hurt any one again and I would make father happy for finally dieing.

The only downside of this void is that annoying beeping sound that seems to be getting louder? I decided to walk forward towards the noise as my senses were coming back hearing someone sitting in the room? I'm in. am I still alive, no....why can't I die already? I can feel the dall ack of the pain it not bad, but it's there reminding me I'm alive and there's more to come.

I must had moved or alarted the one that was in the room because the next second hes up and coming closer asking "hey can you hear me its ok can you please fight to live come on open your eyes" I tried to act like I was asleep but I was starting to slip into a panic attack it worsened when another came into the room power and domanace radirating off of the person. he had called in another person, probably to punish me for being on a bed or not doing something. his voice deep and strong for some reason, it sends shivers over my body, which fightens me more. What is this guy doing to me to get my body to betray me like this.

I must have spaced off because the next thing I know, a 3rd had come right up to me saying "hey its ok, can you take deep breaths for me? there you go, let them out, do it again for me, can you open your eyes for us, dear? your safe now" I took deep breath lishening to the gentle caring voice calming down only a little as I open my eyes blinking a little to get used to the light as I look around not letting my guard down I see the first man that was here knowing he's a beta whimpering knowing how mean betas can be they as bad as the alpha but not all the way.i moved on looking to land on the one that was raderating the most domance in the room to only see the alpha I meet his eyes wait I looked and alpha in the eyes! paniced fills my body as I let out a loud whimper, moving back, looking away to only fall off the bed. I whine at the pain that shot through me.

I hear the alpha coming towards me hes going to punish me!. im in a full panic attack as I start to shake I can barely hear what was said only an growl which cause me to whine in fear I tried to focus on him lishening for his move to be read as I hear him say "little one im not going to hurt you we are mates itll hurt me to hurt you ill love you to the end of time and pass that ill keep you safe" he's lieing I can not trust him mates don't exsits why does he have to play with my mind like this why does his words have an affect on me I want him to leave I don't want to feel like this any more. the kind man comes in saying when I don't reply "its ok dear he's an good alpha and will treat you right or he'll answer to us all for hurting our luna" before I could stop my self I blurted out softly not use to talking that much" all alphas is the same they are all greedy cruel people that loves to hurt people and mates are just a myth"i looked up at the alpha when I said the last part then away as reality came back knowing im going to regret talk the kind man tried to tell me I was wrong but I just blocked him out shaking my head as I cried holding it.

I guess the alpha got tired seeing a pathetic mutt like me because he and the one that was here before wasn't in here as the kind man that says hes my doctor helps me in bed doing other stuff to the device connected to me?! did they turn me into half robot to control me more is this why I feel weird with the alpha around? I whimpered, scared, wanting them out. I go to yank them out, but the doctor? stops me. I paniced more why wont he let me take them out? I thought he was kind. Did he do this to me? did he want to hurt me, too? I was breathing hard crying try to push him away till I started to feel weak and tired as I let the darkness take me once again hoping to be free to just die for them to end my suffering.