Unforgettable Affection (boyxboy)

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Thirteen

~~Lucas~~

"Dad stop!" I shouted in pain. He grabbed me by my ankles and dragged me down the hall and into the bedroom. He slammed the door shut and locked it so I would be able to get out. He walked over to me and back handed me across the face. I pushed him away and ran for the window. He threw me back and I hit my head on the wall and I started crying. "Come here you piece of shit." He grabbed me by my hair and slammed me on the ground. He took out his knife and took a swipe and my chest. I flinched in pain. "DADDY STOP!" I cried out. I kicked him off of me and crawled for the door. He took swipe after swipe at my back. He slid down my pants and started to ram me. "STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP!" I shouted.

"LUCAS!" Sean shook me. I jumped up and tears fell from my eyes. I jumped right into Sean's arms and cried into his shoulders.

"Shh, it's just a nightmare." He cooed into my ear and rubbed the back of my head. I couldn't help myself but to cry again. That's all it ever is. It's just a nightmare. A nightmare that's on repeat. Every time the nightmares gets worst. Every single time I feel like it's happening again. That he is right here with me. That he is laughing as I scream. Cutting me over and over again, blood and tears into the wood floors. No matter how long it has been, my past seems to keep following me. Everywhere I go, he is right there. He is the reason for all of my struggles. From trusting to loving someone. He is the reason that I can't do either. I just tell myself over and over again to trust someone that I want to trust or love someone who I wanted to love. I can't just seem to take this anymore.

I pushed away from Sean and walked into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I looked at myself into the mirror. At times I see myself as my father. There is times that I can see him instead of me. Or sometimes he is standing right behind me. But all it is, is my mind. My mind mocks me over and over again. I feel like I am going crazy. I really think that I may be crazy.

"Luke." Sean said knocking on the door. I closed my eyes and sighed. I opened the door and I looked up at Sean's tall built body. I could see his worry in his eyes. I walked closer to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me. I crashed my lips into his. He stood there in shock for a few seconds Before he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to deepen the kiss. He licked my bottom lip, wanting access. I eased open my mouth and he slipped his tongue in. Goosebumps filled my body instantly.

We both moaned as our tongues met. He pulled away and he stared at me a little confused.

"What's wrong?" I asked and raised an eyebrow.

"Can I try something?" He asked nervously.

"What do you want to try?" I asked.

"I want to touch you." He said and looked down at the floor.

"Just to see if I get grossed out or something." He added instantly.

"Touch me." I demanded. His head snapped up and he had a look in his face that weight has been lifted from his shoulders. He nodded and crashed his lips into mine. He pinned me against the wall and he lifted my arms up. He took my hands and tossed them around his neck. His hands glided down my side and his hands went up my shirt, feeling my whole abdomen and chest. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

He cupped my ass into his hands and I let out a moan. Oh how long I have wanted this. I thought in my head.

There was a knock on my door and I jumped down from him as the door opens.

Kaylee walked in and looked at the both of us and smiled.

"What were you two doing?" She raised an eyebrow. Sean and I looked at each other and back at Kaylee.

"We wasn't doing anything. Why?" Sean asked.

"Then why is there a look on both of your faces like I interrupted an intimate moment?" She crossed her arms.

"Um...... I am going to go get.... Food." Sean said and walked out of the room. Kaylee walked him walk past her and she shut the door. Then her head snaps towards me.

"When were you going to tell me you two were lovey-duby?" She asked, walking closer to me.

"I have no idea what you are talking about Kay." I said and walked towards my bed.

"Do not play dumb with me mister. You guys were too close to each other and basically panting like crazy. Plus, you both had a hard on." Kaylee chuckled and jumped into my bed. My face turned red from embarrassment. Stupid guy parts. I sighed and laid back onto my bed.

"I was wondering if you needed a ride tomorrow morning for school." She asked and laid back on my bed with me. We didn't have school today because of some teacher meeting with the board. I was happy because Monday's suck big time.

"No. I will probably just get a ride with Sean again." I responded seconds later.

"What kind of ride?" She asked, jiggling her eyebrows. I just rolled my eyes and chuckled. Kaylee's phone started to ring.

"Yeah mom?" She asked. "Ok, I will be right there." She said and hung up the phone.

"I have to go, but I will see you tomorrow. Love you boo." She said and walked out of the room. I wonder what that was all about.