Straykids Oneshots

Jilix - When the daylight meets the night

TW toxic relationship

p.o.v. Felix

I walked out of the classroom after the lesson ended, waiting for Changbin and Minho at my locker. My stuff was already put away when they came, laighing at something.
"Hey Lix! How's it going?", Changbin asked after giving me a quick hug, knowing I loved skinship. Minho did the same with just as much passion. "Ah, quite alright. Mrs Choi is in a good mood today.", I answered. They didn't need to know everything, did they? "And how is it going with Han?", Minho asked.
I quickly thought of the good moments with Sungie and smiled. "Everythings good! He just needs a few more days to come back to school, he was having a bad fever last night, so I told him to stay home.", I answered, telling half the truth. Yes, he was coming back to school in a few days and yes he had a high temperature yesterday, but I didn't tell him to stay home.
He told me to go to school so he could spend time alone.
"Should we pay him a visit?", Changbin asked worried and I shook my head no. "I don't think he'd want that, I mean he is pretty sick and probably sleepy and you know how he is, he doesn't want to bore you.", I covered up and both nodded. I knew I'd need more convincing for Minho, he is pretty stubborn.

It took me some time, but now I was on my way home without Changbin and Minho, only lonely Chan trailing a little behind me. "Come on Channie.", I turned around to face him and streched my hand towards him. "Why are you trailing off?", I asked him, pulling him along, when he finally grabbed my hand. "Just thinking." "About what?"
"Han Jisung." I gulped. He knew it. He knew everything, how couldn't he. He lives next doors in the apartment complex. He has to know.
"Oh? What about my boyfriend?", I asked him with a smile. He looked up at me and gave me a weird expression. What was that? Was that pity in his eyes? Was it longing? Or was it anger?
"Felix, you have to break up.", he stated. I sighned. "But I love him.", I responded.
Chan stayed quiet after that. I knew why, he knew why.

I waved Chan goodbye and opened the door to my shared apartment with Han. "Hey Babe! I'm home!", I yelled in the flat. I could hear something falling and glass shattering. My eyes widened. I quickly took off my shoes and ran into the kitchen, where the noise had come from. I saw Han sitting my a shattered glass, picking up the big pieces. "Ah, hey love! Sorry, I accidentally broke one of our glasses. Can you get the vacuum please?", he asked me and I did as asked.

Later that day I was roaming around the flat, searching for Han. I ended up finding him on the couch in the living room, half asleep. I smiled fondly. He's so cute!
I made my way over and leaned over his head, giving him quick kisses every now and then, making him groan in annoyance soon. "Felix, honey, don't tease like that.", he said, finally opening his eyes. I gulped slightly, seeing one of his eyes had changed to red, while the other was still brown.
I leaned down, laying my lips on his, engulfing him in a sweet kiss. My eyes had closed, but I didn't know about his.
That's when I felt two arms grabbing my waist, lifting me up and hovering me above him, making me break the kiss. I could now see both his eyes tinted in deep red. I don't really know how, but the next second I sat on his lap, facing towards him as he still rested his hands on my waist. "You are such a beautiful being love.", he whispered, caressing my waist with his hands.
My eyes were fixed on his, knowing they'll turn purple soon, meaning I would not be able to walk till tomorrow morning. His eyes went from my eyes to my lips, down to my throat, were he visibly gulped, then further down until he reached my legs, spread so I could sit comfortably on his hips. His eyes went to my wrist, catching me mid motion and pulling it to his mouth, placing a kiss on the soft skin.
I shuddered. My eyes fluttered shut, when I felt him sucking on my wrist, his sharp teeth scratching it now and then. "Hannie! Please don't tease like that!", I whimpered when he once again let his teeth scratch against my skin. He chuckled, sending vibrations to my wrist, then he finally bit down, sucking blood out my veins. I felt goosebumps all over my body.
Fact is, Han Jisung, my love, is a vampire and I am a pixxie. Everytime he bites down my skin and sucks blood, I feel ecstasy in my whole being. I don't know why or how.
I laid my head back, enjoying the feeling. He pulled himself from my wrist to watch me closely, as I slowly came back to my senses. My cheeks tinted with a soft red I looked back. "Here or the bedroom?", he asked and I couldn't help but whimper. "Here please!", I responded quickly, wanting him to start already.
The next second I was pushed into the soft fabric and Jisungs deep red and slightly purple tinted eyes stared me down. "Show me.", he demanded. I whimpered, he knew I didn't like this, but I knew he loved it. "Hannie.. I don't want to.", I whispered back and his hand softly caressed my cheek. "But you have to, love. You know it's bad for you to stay in this form while doing it.", he whispered back and even tho it was true, I still didn't want to. "Baby please, do it for me?", he whispered against my lips. I shivered, then I slightly nodded. Closing my eyes I let my pixxie form come through. My ears now had a soft pinkish, feathery end, my hair all shades of pink, green and purple, whereas my eyes turned dark pink with light pink highlights. I bit my lip as I felt my wings coming through, getting smashed underneath me. My skin got tinted in a slight pinkish tone, sparkling when hit by sunlight. I opened my eyes, looking directly into the purple orbs of Jisung.
"Good job sweetheart!", he mumbled, kissing my lips. I let my hands slode to his hair, softly tugging on it.
"Now let's get to the fun stuff, shall we?", he said and I nodded in anticipation.

It was the next day and I sat up in my bed. I looked down my body, realising I only wore a shirt. My eyes went to the left, where I saw Jisung sleeping peacefully. I signed. I loved him too much, I guess.
A little while later I sat in the kitchen, desperately trying to let my non human features disappear, but failing. Tears started to form in my eyes, when I failed for the tenth time.
That's why I don't like to change into my Pixxie form. I grabbed my phone, calling Chan.

Chan
Lix? What's up?

Felix
Can I come downstairs to you real quick? I got a problem.

Chan
Yeah sure, I'll leave the door open.

With that I ended the call, quickly covering my head with my hoodie, running downstairs shortly after.
I nearly slammed the door shut and immediately ran into Chans arms. "Lixxie? What's wrong? Did he hurt you again?", I heard Chan asking and I shook my head. "No, it's just.. I can't turn back.", I mumbled. Suddenly my hood got pulled back. I shrieked and tried to cover my head again, Chan had never seen all of my features, only part of it, he still thought I was a strange sort of nymph.
He made me look at him. "Lix? Are you a Pixxie?", he asked me carefully. I nodded with tears streaming down my face now. "Don't cry!", he whispered, pulling me closer. "Everythings alright, okay? Nothings wrong with being a Pixxie. You look beautiful okay?", he whispered in my ear.

I calmed down a little. We went to sit on the couch and he looked at me, while I avoided his gaze. "Now what's the problem Lix?", he asked, tilting my head so I had to look at him. "I can't change back, somehow it doesn't work anymore. I hate being in this form so much, but Jisungie loves it, so I change for him, but now I can't change back to human anymore and I don't know why! I don't want everyone to know I am a Pixxie!", I said in one go. Chan nodded, understanding me. "Let me try something real quick okay?" I nodded. "Do you trust me?", he asked and I nodded again. I would go through hell and back if he leads the way.
He smiled at me. "Okay, close your eyes." I did as told and soon I could feel his weight shifting closer to me. His hands started softly caressing my hair and ears, the most prominent features of my Pixxie self right now, then he slowly grabbed the hem of my sweater, pulling it off me. His hands glided back to my wings, slowly and softly massaging the skin around. I signed softly. I haven't felt this in forever, last time being over 10 years ago.
His hands trailed to my hands and as he held them he said "Open your eyes now, Lix."
I opened my eyes and was met with the cutest version of Chan I had ever seen. My eyes went wide and I could feel the feathers on my ears shaking. Chan sat there, soft wolf ears on top of his head and a soft greyish tail. He giggled at my state. "Can I.. touch them?", I asked him, looking at his ears. He nodded and I touched his ears carefully. "So soft~", I whispered. He grinned widely. "Now let's chance back together, go to school and when we get home, try to find out why changing is so hard for you, okay?", he said and I nodded. Damn, he really is the best friend you could wish for.
We concentrated on changing back and after around 15 minutes, we both managed to change back. That's when I heard something from upstairs. My eyes widened. Jisung was awake. "Let's go.", Chan said, pulling me up and to school.

This is not gonna end well.

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Okay, so this will definetly have a part 2, but I really wanted to update, so you'll get the part 1 now and part 2 latest on friday
(need to write pt2 of the Seungin/Jeonchan one too)

Hope you enjoy (please tell me if there are any mistakes)