Blueberry Muffins // Bang Chan x female identifying reader (read description!!)

Chapter 29 - Lucky

The next day, I'm scrolling down in JYPE's website on my computer, sitting on my couch. I look at the requirements, the limits and restrictions. I come across the weight limits. Is seems like as a trainee, your weigh doesn't really matter, since you will lose weight while training, but if you're close to debuting, it matters. I'm worried about that. I should be around 40 to 50kg?? Will I be able to acheive that at all??

I close the computer and curl up, hiding my face in between my knees. I don't really feel like cooking lunch anymore, I was kind of excited to do that. I'm hungry, but I feel like if I eat, I'll just put on more weight than before.

I lifted my head, looking at my phone, next to the computer. I reach for it and question if I should go through my idea. I nod to myself and do it.

Calling Channie<3...

...

"Hey there, Y/N" He smirks, answering.

"Hey" I sound miserable.

"What's wrong?" Chan's voice changes, sounding worried.

"I'm sorry if I'm bothering you, but could you maybe come over? If you can't it's fine, I just-"

"I'll go! No worries. I was just about to leave to have lunch anyways. Do you need help with anything?"

"Kind of, I've been seeing stuff here in JYP's website, and I'm kind of insecure now."

"Hold on, I'll be right there, okay?"

"Okay" I smile.

"See you soon, babygirl." He says softly.

"See you soon, Channie"

We hang up. I sigh and tilt my head back. I don't know if this was the right decision, but knowing that he's on his way makes me feel a little better. I zone out, thinking of how hard I'm gonna have to work. All the sweat it's going to take, and I'm not even sure if it's gonna work. I hope Chan doesn't give up on me, that I won't be a waste of his time.

My head pops up, zoning back in when I hear the doorbell ring. I press a button and speak into the microphone.

"Channie?"

"That's me!"

Either he was close by, he got like seven speeding tickets, or I zoned out for a long time. I press another button, opening the building door for him. In a few seconds, I could hear him running up the stairs and knocking on my door. I opened it up in a flash and smiled at Chan. He hugged me.

"My babygirl!" He spoke into my neck.

I hugged him back, giggling "Hey Chan"

He looked at me "Tell me, what do you need?"

"You, I guess."

He smiles and closes the door behind him.

"How are you feeling?"

I sigh "Why didn't you tell me there was a weight limit?"

"Yeah, Felix and Changbin reminded me of that yesterday, and I thought of telling you but I figured that it was gonna stress you out."

"It ended up stressing me out either way. I was excited to cook lunch today, but now I feel like I shouldn't even eat."

"No! Don't say that! You should never skip a meal!" Chan grabbed my hand and went into my kitchen "Here, I'll make lunch with you."

"W-what?"

"Yeah! You just have to eat healthy! I can help you with that!"

"Okay... but then there's the workout... What if I don't lose weight? What if it doesn't work? I'm scared that... that..."

Chan caresses my arm "What? You're scared of what?"

"That you might not like me the same... That you'll think I'm... just this." I gesture at my body.

"What?? Y/N that's the stupidest thing I've heard you say!"

I look up at him, my eyes sparkling. He chuckles.

"If I were an idiot like that, I wouldn't have drunk bitter coffee every morning just to see you! I wouldn't get up early in the summer and have a hot drink just to blush at those adorable belly rolls sneaking under your crop top."

"Wait, you... you like them?"

"Of course! They're like one of my favoutite parts of you body!"

"Really?" I can't help but smile.

"Yes! Your belly rolls, those gorgeous thighs, everything you're insecure about, I love. It doesn't matter what body you have, I'll love it because it's yours! Its the body of that barista who was always moping around that coffee shop, waiting for time to pass by, surviving instead of living life."

I giggle to myself, covering my mouth when I do. Chan holds my hand, pulling it away from my face.

"And that smile... I practiced a joke or two everyday just to see it the next morning. It made my day. Now I can see it all the time! I feel so lucky you can't even imagine!"

I'm speechless. I stutter instead.

"You do?"

"Yes, Y/N, I do." He caressed my cheek and kissed my lips softly, pulling me closer with his other hand on my lower back.

I press my hands on his chest, holding onto his shirt while he leans me over the counter top, making me feel like the most beautiful person in the world, only by the way he kisses me. His hands running up and down my body, grabbing onto me as if I were to slip in between his fingers at any given moment. His teeth gently bite my lower lip as he pulls away. I look into his siren eyes and blush.

"S-so, last night, you were comfortable the whole time?"

He chuckles "Oh Y/N, yes! You worry about things that you shouldn't."

I sigh and relax my shoulders. He fiddles with my hair as he smiles.

"Come on, let's cook something together."