Own my mind

Katrin

-two weeks later-

Damiano's view

I woke up and looked at the clock. shit. I overslept, I was supposed to pick up Vic and the others from the airpot two hours ago. I stood up and started to get up in panic waking Katrin up

''Damiano what are you doing?'' you could hear the tiredness in her voice 

''I overslept, I was supposed to pick the others up from the airport.'' I said while searching for my shirt. Where the hell is it?

''They're already home'' she said calmly

''What?How?''

''They got a taxi'' she said

''What are you searching?'' Katrin asked rubbing her eyes

''My cropped Nirvana shirt'' after answering her question I finally turned around and found my shirt. On Katrin 

'''Why do you take my things with out asking?And why are you sleeping in my shirt?'' I was really pissed

''Why not, I'm your girlfriend?'' she was still half sleeping 

''You know you're not'' I was becoming furious 

''You're know I am'' she stood up from the bed

''I think you forgot that you're just a payed'' I tried to calm down but it didn't really worked as I heard someone from behind 

''So now you're paying girls to be your girlfriend,'' Victoria said laughing ''is it that bad?''

I turned around scared, I didn't planned to tell anyone, especially Victoria since she's one of Milenas closes friend. What if she tells her? 

''It's not how it looks like'' I tried to find an excuse but non came to my mind. Victoria ran off, I run after her 

''You have two options, 1.: You tell me everything. 2.:  I tell the others everything I saw and heard''

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After I told Victoria I went up to talk with Katrin, I was really mad at her

''Katrin what the hell are doing?'' I stormed into the room

''What are you talking about?''

''What is that behavior? Taking my closes, not letting me spend time with her, you want to go out or do anything with me all the time''

''I'm your girlfriend''

''You're not''

''But I love you Damiano, she doesn't. You just run after her like a dog, but I care about you. I'm not with you because you pay me but because I want to really be your girlfriend.'' I was shocked. I never expected her to say something like that

''You know that's not possible'' was my only answer

''Why not?We can try'' I didn't knew how to tell her, although she already knows the truth

''Katrin'' 

''Yes?'' Hope was written all over her face

''I love another woman, I don't love you'' After I said it all loud I saw a little tear roll down my 'girlfriends' cheek as I tried to wipe away her tears she just moved back and turned around 

''You have rehearsals today, if I'm not wrong''

''Yeah'' 

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*rehearsals*

I just arrived, Ethan was talking to Leo and I saw Victoria coming out of the toilet. Thomas wasn't there, he was late, like always. 

Victoria come over to me with a soft smile

''You talked to Katrin?'' she asked me 

''Mhm'' 

''What did she said?''

''That she loves me and wants to be my real girlfriend'' I was still in shock, as was Victoria now 

''You're joking'' she couldn't believe it

''I wish I was''

''And you?What did you say?''

''I told her the truth''

''What truth?''

''That I love...'' I was about to finish the sentence as Thomas stormed in

''Sorry, I overslept, lets start'' he said still trying to catch his breath

''We'll talk another time'' I told Victoria and we started the rehearsals 

(a/n: I feel like this chapter is very confusing(also short lmao). Sorryyyy. Please remember that its my first ever work and I'm trying my best and a vote and comment would really help me <3)