Beautiful Barking Tsundere

Chapter 45

Original Author: ひのはら (Hinohara)
Date Submitted to Kakuyomu: 2021/10/20

Checking her girlfriend's back to make sure that she is sleeping soundly, Ema sneaks out of the bedroom.

Walking quietly down the corridor, she heads out to the balcony.

Looking at the night view of the city that is still lit up, she squats down.

"She's way too cute..."

She quickly puts her hand over her heart. She can feel the thumping.

"Thank goodness... It's still beating."

Aira is so cute that Ema's heart has been making strange sounds and she had been worried that it stopped moving.

She remembers Aira's eyes filled with anticipation from earlier.

"...What am I doing?"

That girl has already made up her mind.
She came back to this place once again, ready to be loved as a woman by another woman.

It's precisely because Ema has so many fantasies about Aira that she's hesitating.

When the time for the real thing came, she escaped.

Aira has no experience and Ema intends to do everything in her power to adore her and make her first time feel good.

To prevent Aira from developing a negative impression of sex, Ema intends to gently submerge her in pleasure.

However, if Aira is right before her eyes...
She's afraid that she will lose control and go berserk.

If Aira cries from feeling too good, Ema suspects that she'll end up ignoring it and continue pleasuring her.

She's afraid of revealing the depths of her depravity to that girl who still knows nothing about the world of adults.

"...She definitely thought it was weird."

Even after talking so big, she didn't make a move on the first day.

Knowing Aira, she's probably dwelling on negative thoughts again.

Ema loves her. Ema absolutely adores her.
That's why she's afraid of hurting her and wants to cherish her.

Disgusted at her own cowardice, she once again fully realizes the depths of her love for Aira.

She takes out her student ID which will be expiring in a few days and silently stares at it.

It's clearly written that she will be considered an active student until this card expires at the end of March.

"...Maybe she's waiting until April...?"

She considers the idea, but that's probably not the issue.
In the first place, Ema wouldn't know when her student ID expires.

She thought about it all night but could not figure out why Ema never laid a hand on her.

Why didn't she make a move?
Perhaps being abstinent for so long has caused a spiritual awakening of some kind.

"Did she free herself from her worldly desires...?"

Ema didn't call any sex friends or watch any adult videos.

Did she reach enlightenment after surpassing the limits of her self-control?

As Aira racks her brain, considering various possibilities, the bedroom door opens.

Surprised, she quickly shoves her student ID back in her suitcase.

"Aira, let's go shopping today."
"Umm, sure..."
"Is anything wrong?"
"Nothing... I'll be ready in a minute."

She changes into her spring dress and gathers her hair into a ponytail.

She has been dressing up hoping to look cute for Ema, but how does Ema actually see her?

Aira has no idea what her girlfriend whom she loves so much is thinking.

In this situation, if Aira wants to have sex then it should be fine for her to just say it.
She has already graduated from high school. If she says it now, Ema will surely indulge her and connect their bodies.

Aira knows that she can't be so passive, but she isn't sure how she should ask Ema for that in the first place.

Her friends from high school said, "Want to do it?" with their boyfriends. They also mentioned that one thing naturally leads to another when they flirt on the bed.

While pondering over this with a sour look on her face, Ema looks at her face curiously.

"What's wrong?"

Ema sweeps some hair behind her ear. Even that small gesture makes Aira's heart skip a beat.

Aira is thinking such indecent thoughts about her beautiful girlfriend, but what does Ema think about her?

"Nothing..."
"Really? In that case, what do you think about tableware? I've been wanting to replace my old ones, so how about we buy a matching set of everything?"
"That sounds good... Now that you mention it, I noticed you got a new bed."
"I thought having a bigger one would be better."
"But it's so big that you're farther away when we're sleeping."

While baring her frustrations, she feels Ema holding her hand tighter.

"...It was fine when I had to cling to you."

Her cheeks almost slacken, but she tightens up the corners of her mouth. This casual touch is nice, but Aira wants more from Ema.

She's no longer a child, so she wants to accept all of Ema's feelings.
In both mind and body, she wants to truly become one with Ema.