Still In Love? (Creek) (A Bit Of Tyde) [COMPLETED]

jealousy?

(Craig's pov)

That was my first time crying infront of someone.. I feel sick. Like I want to puke.. normally it's me comforting people..
I'm always the calm, no emotions friend.. but I broke. Kenny walks with me into 7th period and we take our seats.
Tweek practically runs full speed into the class and starts apologizing to the teacher multiple times for being late.
"Its okay, it's your first day anyway. Take a seat next to butters" she points at him and he sits in the chair at the empty desk next to his.
Butters turns to him and they start talking and I start to zone out, when the teacher turns her attention to me.. great. "You okay craig? You like this class.." I sigh, "yeah I'm just tired." She turns her attention back to her computer and I pull my blue, chullo hat to cover my face and bury my head in my arms.
I don't wanna be here at all right now. I normally do, just not now.. not that I finally cracked and let out my feelings.. kenny keeps staring at me.. I feel like everyone's eyes are burning holes into my skull.

I'm being dramatic.

I. Am. never. Dramatic. That's not who I am..

(Clyde's pov 👀:)

"Uhmm. Pay attention to me. Stop hanging out with your friends. Do you even love me? I bet your using ME for popularity. Even the gay couples are better than us. Try harder. Your embarrassing me."
I hear that all class from bebe as she's fucking ranting on how I'm not a good boyfriend. But I know later, she's just gonna apologize and try to fuck me again.
I'm actually starting to agree with my friends that I should dump her for good.. I need to talk to craig, or tolkien.. they give good advice.
After class, I grab my books and put them in my locker. It was last period and Jimmy walked up to me, "h-h-Hey clyde! H-hh-how was class?" I fake smile, "it was boring as usual." I fake yawn.
"Do you know where Tolkien is..?" I ask and Jimmy shakes his head. "Oh, I'll look for him."
I wave bye to Jimmy and look around the school, I didn't find him so he probably already went home.. I'll go over there.

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I knock on the Tolkien residents door and wait. His mom opens the door and smiles, "Hey clyde. What brings you over here?" "Just want to talk to Tolkien if that's okay." I say as she points to his room. "Hes up in his room, yes its okay if you talk to him."
I smile and walk up those expensive ass stairs they have. I open his door without knocking. (I mean, I've been here 10000 times so it's normal.) I see homework piled on a table and a girl from our school kissing him.
For some reason, I feel a pang of jealousy and regret even coming here. It all becomes blurry and I just run out of there with tears in my eyes, Tolkiens mom calling after me worriedly.
"Why.. why.. why.." is all I can think as I run towards Craig's house. I'm so confused right now.. tears run down my face as I knock on his door. Expected, cause Ive been the "crybaby" since 3rd grade and still am..
No one opens the door so his parents probably weren't home. Luckily, the door was unlocked so I walk in and go towards his room. His room was left open.
I walk in the door frame and see craig and tweek laughing and talking on his bed.
..
"Dude, this is gay." I stupidly say. (Bro is on the right track)

(SORRY THAT SOME OF MY CHAPTERS ARE SHORT 😭😭)

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