Still In Love? (Creek) (A Bit Of Tyde) [COMPLETED]

i guess i do.

(Buttersandkennyhavereallylongbathroomstallsex)

(Don't mind that lmao-)

(Tweeks pov)

I talked to butters and kenny today. Obviously, about craig. Ever since craig confess and I rejected him I've had this weird feeling. Like I did something wrong almost. Kenny said it was regret but.. I think it's just guilt. Yeah.. I wish I liked him back.. for some reason his happiness is really important.
After an argument we had I actually stopped trying to drink coffee again. I think my anxiety is getting better.. fuck. All craig does is very nice to me. I've been a fucking asshole towards him.. I'll make things better.

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I take a breath and go towards Craig's table at lunch. I've been sitting with butters, Kenny, and sometimes bebe a lot. Obviously, when I go over there I get looks and my anxiety rises again. Craig looks over at me, Hey tweek.." Clyde says and looks at him confused. Jimmy whispers something to craig and he nods. Shit. Is he talking bad about me..?
"Hey.. u-uhm UHH!! Cr-craig.. I wanna ta-talk to you.." I blurt out. His eyes widen.
After a second he nods, "uhmm.. yeah." "Great." I grab his hand and start walking towards the bathroom. I feel.. weird holding his hand. We enter the bathroom and i face him, "S-sorry for jus-just dragging you.." i avoid eye contact with him, I don't know why.  "Can you let go?" He says and my face heats up as I realize we are still holding hands. I immediately let go and turn the other way so he doesnt see my embarrassed expression,."SORRY!!"
"What did you wanna talk about?" He asks. I sigh,  "I w-wanna make things better b-between u-us. What I did wa-was fucked up.. I-i shouldn't have just i-ignored you." "No, it's fine. I understand.." "th-thanks.. anyways.. do y-you want to g-go to the am-amusement park..? Like w-we did as kids? I-it.. would be fun.." he blushes, I can see it. "Uh yeah..!" I laugh at his response. He sounds nervous. Its.It's.. cute. AHHH WHAT AM I SAYING!? He gives me a confused look, "nothing." I say and smile, "it'll be fu-fun.. I m-miss hanging ou-out with my f-friend."
"Thanks. That's sweet" I blush at that. I feel so weird.. Holy shit.

-6pm

He said to meet up at the bench at the entrance. So I sit there, my leg shaking with anxiety. Why am I so anxious right now!? We decided to go to the amusement park at night. He insisted cause he likes the colors. It's already starting to get dark which is good cause the park will be prettier at night, and because craig really likes stars.
I see him walk over, "hey tweek." My cheeks are red cause of the cold air. God I hope he doest think I'm blushing!! "H-hey craig.." we walk into the amusement park. It feels so nostalgic, being here at the amusement park with him. It reminds me when we were little kids.. it's comforting.
"So.. what ride do you wanna go on first?" I giggle, "the ferris wheel.." I say trying to bring back all the memories from before. "Of course, let's go" "wait," I say and stop before he can go any further, "I actually wanna go on there when it's darker, it will be better." He nods, "yeah, that would be better."
"Let's go on THAT ride!!" I point at a big ride, trying to be cool. "You sure?" He asks. I smile, "yeah!! I love big roller-coasters" (you know what else is big that you like?)
"I don't know.." hes eyebrows furrow. I give him a confused look, "I'm fine." I take his hand and we walk towards the entrance, he turns pale and stops. "No. I don't wanna do it" I turn to face him, "are you scared?" He puts his hands up defensively, "no!! I'm not scared.. I just.. the wait is long!!" I roll my eyes, "craig, the wait is 10 minutes. It's okay to be scared.." he sighs, "yeah.. I am scared. But it takes you upside down!!"
I put a hand on his shoulder, "we don't have to do it if you don't want to. It's fine" though, I would really like to do it..  he shakes his head, "no. I'll do it, for you" I blush.
We walk towards the entrance. As we get closer I see Craig's expression. He's scared. I squeeze his hand, "it'll be okay. I promise. I'll hold your hand the whole time" (tweek comforting craig? 😱 ITS ADORABLE)
"Okay.." be says and relaxes a bit. We go on the ride and as expected he closes his eyes and screams the whole time, but at the end I think he liked it cause he comes out smiling, "thanks for forcing me to do that" I scoff, "I didn't force you!!" He laughs, "I knoww" wow, I don't really think I've heard him laugh. It's honestly pretty adorable. Fuck.. what am I saying? I don't like him.. or I don't think I do.. gosh I'm so confused!!
I see the cotton candy stand, "cotton candy!!" I say and run towards it, he follows behind me. I try to find my wallet, "shit. I forgot moneyy.." "Don't worry, I'll pay" he takes out his wallet and pays for two cotton candy's. Guess he wanted some too.
We walk around the park and I trip and fall, causing my cotton candy to fall in a puddle and dissolve instantly, "aww.. fuck.." I say and get up. Craig gives me his, "Don't worry, you can have mine" I shake my head, "no. It's fine." And try to give it back to him, "them we will share. It's a lot anyways. I nod, "your right"

-10pm

(Damn bro they have been there for a long time-)

I look over at the ferris wheel, the colors  looking pretty against the dark sky with all the pretty stars in it. I point to the ferris wheel, "Can we go to the ferris wheel now?" "Of course" we both start walking towards it. I take his hand, it feels right..
We get in the seats and start going up. The sky is beautiful.. this is all perfect. For some reason this doesn't feel like we are just friends doing this.. what am I saying.??
Craig looks at the stars in awe. "Its amazing how many stars are out there, so many." He looks over at me, "Don't you think it's neat?" "Yeah."
He starts to rant about space, I can listen to him all day.. I stare at him as he talks, I just can't help it.. as we are at the top, I look up at the view. It's so breathtaking at night, all the stars and beautiful lights.. I look over at craig, "hey craig?" "Yeah?" "You wanna know what star I like the most?" "Yeah!"
I lean in. And I kiss him.

Do I like craig tucker?

I guess I do..

(This isn't the end 😡) (3 chapters left?)