-Across America- sequel (Diego Brando x reader)

~14~

I'm sorry abt the schedule
I just can't keep up :(

""See? You just want me to be happy, always putting up with my wishes. But anyways, how I feel?"..
I sighed. "Rather than confined, I feel free. I've never had such freedom, I've succeeded in life. I reached far higher goals at such early time of my life. This allows me to make new ones and I'm already working on it. You must think, "But isn't this enough already?" and I can see why, but no, it is not. Being alive means to be active, always moving directions, to think. I love to be alive, I have the urge to do more and more. And everyday my ambitions are growing. It is quite your fault, you gave the opportunity for my ego to sky rocket, but that's just fine. Do you want to know anything else?" I could talk for hours so I needed a specific thing. "No.. Do you feel loved? Truly?" She had a sparkle in her eyes, they were glued onto mine. "I do, yes. In every single way. I have never been so loved before. You? What about you?" Her questions were pretty much obvious. "I do too, however I wish that you wou-" I leaned forward and hugged her, both collapsed on the grass. "How is that? What are you lacking of? More touch maybe?" I cupped her face. Tried giving her more. "I wish that you would slow down.. I'm stressed Diego. It's hard to keep up with everything. You might be disappointed, but I can't level up with you.." She couldn't look me in the eyes. "What do you mean? You can't? You can take a break at home, I'll be fine on my own doing business. Would be having trouble going back and forth.. but I'll manage." I suggested. "No, I'm fine with that, I'm just saying that you have such beautiful mind. You have endless potential and such strong will.." Y/n put her arms over my shoulders. "I'm attracted to that. That's why I want to know more." It was the first time that a simple compliment had so much impact on me. "I wouldn't have done it without-" "No! You did succeed in using me for your own interests. I don't think anyone else but you would've ever accomplish something like this." It felt too good when she said it. "You must be right.. Thank you, but now it is really hard for me to hold back. All of this made me excited." I couldn't take my eyes off her. "That's weird, but go on." Y/N smiled. I immediately took of her shirt and began kissing all of her upper body. She shivered under my weight. "You always take control of me.. when do I get to kiss you like that?" She pulled away. "..I see, go ahead." I lay down on the grass. "Uh- Okay." Then took off my shirt. She sucked my nipples and licked my chest. It felt cold, but just fine. "You're always saying that you're so lucky- blah blah and stuff, but I think we're just as lucky." She held my face and observed me. "How swee-" Y/n kissed me. I immediately wrapped my hands around her and wanted more of it. I could never get enough of anything. Maybe that's what was wrong with me. May it be fame, wealth, touch. I always got addicted way too fast. Had to hunger for more and more so I was satisfied. And if I couldn't get what I wanted, I was left feeling empty. I was sure naive, but I didn't want to admit it. I was naive to obsess over happiness so much that I got blinded by greed-  "Agh, you bit me!" Y/N suddenly pulled away. "What? Sorry, does it hurt?" I didn't realize that I did anything. "It's fine.. It does hurt. I think it's bleeding." She hid her lip and looked away. Tried to get up, but I held her down. "Let me see, it will be fine. Just let me help.." I told her. She moved her hand away. I did really bite her.. "Ah- It's good, it may hurt, but it will heal." I got up to go and get a cold water bottle.

"Why did you do that! You know that it hurts!" She cried out loud. "I didn't realize that, I'm sorry, Y/N. I won't do it again, I promise." I got a pad and poured peroxide that I got out from the med kit. I kneeled down.
"Okay.. Just don't move." I stiffly held her head and gently pressed onto the scar to clean it up.

When it was all cleansed I cleaned a part of the freezing water bottle with it. Then pressed the cold surface to the wounded area.
"Ow-" She closed her eyes. "I wish I could take on your pain instead of you. You can bite me too if you want, that way it'll be fair." I suggested. "Nu-uh." She disagreed.
After a while, her lip was finally stiff enough and the scar closed up so I put back everything inside.