"Load her up!" Shouted Mark as he pat the top of the van.
I turned with my hand blocking the sun to look at Johnny. He and the owner of the condo were discussing our trip and we were turning in the keys.
"Need a hand?" Haechan offered.
"Have at it." I smiled.
He happily began putting my luggage in the trunk of Mark's van leaving me questioning what Haechan said last night.
I won't treat you any different- yeah right. Before we hooked up he would of just left me to suffer.
"Thank you bro."
"Anytime." He swivled behind me while putting his hands on my waist as I moved. "Haechan!" I jumped.
"Anyone could of saw." I punched his arm. Instead of my actions deterring him, he stepped closer. He was my height but his close presence made me feel like he was looking right down at me.
He placed his hands on my arms, "They're too busy, they didn't see." He tried to reassure me with his gentle touch on my arms, but it just made me more nervous.
"We need to seriously talk about this thing." I pulled away from him and leaned against the back of the van. He met me with a grin. "Oh so this is a thing?"
"No, hell no." I stopped myself and covered my mouth. Haechan's smile dropped and he began to walk away.
"Wait." I grabbed his arm, stopping him. "I didn't mean it like that." I breathed in. His expression grew vacant and made it hard for me to get the words jumbled in my head to flow out my mouth.
"You're one of my closest friends Haechan, I've always found you attractive but you know how I am... I can't just keep something like this going. Okay?" I pleaded with him, he met me with silence.
Haechan always chewed on his lip when he was thinking hard, "I know what you mean, it didn't make much sense to keep this going, it was just a little fun."
"I'm glad we're on the same page." I smiled and motioned for a hug. He leaned in and seconds later we parted. "Get in the van." I shoved him lightly and he saluted me, disappearing around the corner.
"Everything alright?" I turned around to see my best friend's beautiful face. "Never better. I'm ready to go home though, man." I laughed. Johnny returned it with a soft chuckle, "Me too."
He removed his snap back from his head and placed it over my eyes. Now practically blind, he helped me to the van door with his hand on my head.
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After four hours of driving we finally reached uni. Mark pulled into Johnny and I's apartment on campus. He put the van in park near the front of the building. "Here we are." The jolt of the engine stopping woke a tired Taeyong in the front seat who grumbled a goodbye before drifting back asleep.
"See ya guys." Haechan waved as we stepped out the car.
"See ya boys! We'll have to do this again soon! Love you guys!" Johnny waved. I followed suit with my own goodbyes before closing the van door.
We walked around the van to the trunk to pull out our things, slowly moving to the doors of our apartment building.
"That was such a fun trip." I smiled as we loaded onto the elevator.
Johnny ran his fingers through his hair and yawned, "Yeah it really was." I grinned at his reply and rested in the silence of the elevator ride.
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Wasted On You | Johnny Suh (NCT)
Fanfiction"I've always loved you.. even if you didn't see it... even when you did. But none of that love was wasted on you." Sometimes emotions are complex. Sometimes they're too tough for people to handle on their own. So you find your person... find that pe...
