So the next morning all of us got up for church. We acted like nothing happened we laughed in the bathroom while brushing our teeth. We got dressed and left. Church went by then something I thought would never happen happened. My bestfriend pulled me to the side and she was pissed. I'm thinking what the fuck is wrong with her? I'm laughing because her facial expression was hilarious.
"What did you do last night"?
"What are you talking about"?, I laughed.
"Don't act stupid", she yelled.
"Lower your voice people are staring", I whispered.
"Destiny told me what you did".
"What did I do"?, I asked knowing damn well I knew what I did.
"Did you have sex with Caleb", she asked with hurt in her eyes.
I had two choices. I could lie and hurt her, or I could tell the truth and still hurt her. So I chose the one thing that would get me a one way ticket to hell with gasoline draws on. I lied.
"No I didn't who told you that"?
"No one", she said looking down.
"Who told you"!!, this time raising my voice.
"Destiny, she said she thought she saw you two doing something last night.
"I'm gonna smack her ", I growled.
"Why are being so defensive if you didn't do anything wrong"?, she bit back.
"She twerked on him last night, did she tell you that"?.
"Actually she did and I still don't believe you". If looks could kill I'd be dead 20 feet in the ground already.
"Don't talk to me again ever, she whispered.
I wanted to cry but I didn't I calmly walked back into church and little did I know Caleb was sitting there waiting to yell at me too. He did. He asked me did I tell her I told him no Destiny did.
"Fuck", he mumbled under his breath.
"We have to stay away from each other until we figure this out ok"?
"Yeah I know", I whispered looking down. We get home from church finally and I get a text. Can you guess who it was? Ding, Ding, Ding!!!. It was Doug. He told me he knew everything and that he was breaking up with me. The weird thing was he laughed the whole time like this was a joke. I started to cry. Not because he broke up with me, I didn't like him anyway. No I cried because I lost my bestfriend over a boy I didn't even have an emotional connection with. I dreaded going to school the next morning. Jennifer's friends rolled their eyes at me, called me a slut while I walked pass, but they never said it to my face. One day I stayed after school for this chorus group I joined with my friends. I'm waiting for my dad to pick me. I'm sitting on the bench in the front of the school and she's walking towards me with he friends laughing. We make eye contact and she tells her friends, who by this time are giving death glares that she'll see them tomorrow. She sits down next to me but I just kept staring forward.
"We need to talk", she said.
"Oh so your talking to me now"?, I said with an attitude. I really shouldn't be the one with an attitude but I was.
"I'm sorry I didn't believe you", she said with sincerity in her voice.
"Caleb told me everything including the fact that you didn't want to do it". I let go of the breath I didn't know I was holding. We exchanged apologies and she made her friends stop talking shit about me. So the next few weeks went by with my bestfriend by my side. I didn't know within those weeks that I would come into contact with two guys that would change me in ways that wouldn't make sense to me at all.
