A couple days passed and Terrance and I continued to talk and eventually started dating. When people found out they kept telling us we made a cute couple. Some weren't so accepting of it (his ex's). I honestly didn't give a fuck about who approved or not. I liked him and he liked me so that's all that mattered. One month into our relationship I didn't kiss him. It's not because I didn't know how to I just wasn't ready to go down that road yet. He was so wonderful. His kindness was like no other and it amazed me. He wanted to know everything about me and I wanted to know everything about him. A couple more months passed and it was time for homecoming. I was really excited and ready for it. I borrowed a dress and some shoes from my sister. The dress was short with zebra strips and a piece of red material that tied in the back. I took many pictures with my dad and sister. When I got there I walked in by myself and was greeted by Kadia and Gabby. They looked really pretty and they said I looked pretty also. When I spotted him I told him he looked nice and he said the same about me. We danced and eventually it got super hot. My hair got poofy which sucked. It wasn't until they started to play pop that by French Montana that I let completely loose. I started twerking on him and dancing differently. It was obvious he didn't want me to stop by the grip he had on my hips. Homecoming finally ended and I was hungry af. So my sisters picked me up and we headed to Ihop. The food was like heaven. I had a foodgasm in my mouth, it was wonderful. We finally went home at around 2am and I took my clothes off and went straight to bed. The next morning we talked about the previous night and whatnot. Then the unexpected happened we got into an argument about God knows what. Obviously it wasn't important if I can't remember. We made up and was back to normal. If I could describe our first kiss I would say it was magical. I loved the way his lips felt on mine and the the butterflies I felt in my stomach when we kissed. Anyway school went by practice was great as usual until a series of unfortunate events took place. One of his bestfriends got raped and he confided in me because of what I went through. I couldn't really do anything but cry when he told me. I stood there in that dark room and cried as he did the same. The rest of the day I ignored everyone. I wasn't myself; I was quiet in class for once, I ignored my bestfriend Bianca. Bianca thought I was mad at her and got mad because I wasn't talking to her. So in class she kept bugging and pressuring me to tell her what was wrong. Earlier that morning I made a promise to Terrance that I wouldn't tell anyone what happened. I asked my teacher if I could go to the bathroom. I walked out of the classroom went to the bathroom and took multiple deep breaths to calm myself down. Next thing I knew in walks Bianca. She asked what was wrong and if I was mad at her. I told her no and that wasn't it. Eventually I cracked under pressure and told her what was going on. She hugged me and the next thing I know we're both in the bathroom crying. We cleaned our faces and she made a joke about us both being punk ass bitches for crying. I couldn't help laugh and feel relief from the sudden mood change. After she promised not to tell a soul we walked back to class and continued our days as usual. I purposely ignored Terrance because of my experiences with the situation at hand. Little did I know that the next couple of days would test our relationship in ways I couldn't even imagine.
