Chapter 4. „save me, kill me"

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Y/N POV

The following morning, I woke up by the knock on my door. Last night was horrible. My mind was blank. Changmin went all in on me with the torturing. He Beat me up until I was spitting blood and ended up vomiting. I can't even count the amount of deep cuts I have now on my body.
„Here is some tea for your stomach" Hyunjae said and gave me the cup of tea. While drinking my tea, I felt him treating my cuts and wounds.
I hissed a few times cause of the pain but the tea helped a bit. Thank god I wasn't feeling like dying anymore. Changmin is indeed a psycho.
All of them are for sure. Otherwise I wouldn't be here. I don't like any of them and I never will.
I will find a way out of here.
„Thank you." I whispered before stepping out of the room,he shot me a half smile. By the look on his face, I could tell that he doesn't want to treat my wounds. I guess he is too lazy for this shit.

All I did was laying in my bed and staring up to the ceiling. Since my stomach wasn't able to accept the food I got from the boys, I haven't done much.
Moving around is still painful as well.
I noticed them coming into my room. Talking but I never answered. I was too shocked. I didn't know what to say and I didn't wanted to talk to them.
I just want to get rid of them.
A few moments later I felt how someone laid next to me. „Love.... Please say anything or do you want to try and eat something? Look. I got you some cereal." Kevin said and pointed to the tray. I pressed my lips together and nodded. „cereal." I said and sat up slowly.Kevin fed me quietly and tried to hide a smile.
„I know you will get used to this one day. It's been only one day so I get that everything is still new to you." he said while feeding me. I decided to not make anyone angry right now which led me to nod in agreement.
Finally,my stomach accepted some food and Kevin left the room shortly after I finished the small bowl of cereal. I laid back down and closed my eyes.
„just save me or kill me now..." I spoke to myself and tried to fall asleep. It didn't work at all. Frustrated, I kicked the blanket aside and made my way out of the room. I need to find someone. Maybe the living room? Kitchen? If not... one of their rooms?.After finding no one. I had to try my last option. Knock on anyone's door. I made my way back upstairs to the rooms and knocked on the first door that came in my way.
A sleepy Juyeon opened the door and looked at me like I was crazy. I am for this but my head is asking for someone right now. „I can't sleep... do you mind-" before I could even finish my sentence, I felt his strong hand pulling me into his room. Without saying a single word, he just pushed me onto his bed and laid down beside me, pressing my back against his chest. I will regret it tomorrow. For sure I will but for now, I'll try to fall sleep again.

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