BLACK ROOM | THE BOYZ FF

Chapter 10. "Playtime"

Y/N POV

Slowly, I opened my eyes and was met by a bright light which led me to squint my eyes shut again. "You're awake." Hyunjae.....
"What happened?" I asked while sitting up.
"You passed out after Changmin's torture session. You lost a lot of blood. I just finished patching you up. You should eat something and drink a lot of juice. That will help." He smiled and took my hand in his. Right.... Changmin tortured me. "Oh..." I felt him scooting closer to me until he pulled me into a hug. I had no strength to fight and once in a while a hug can help. I felt my wall breaking. I wanted him to hold me closer.
Did I needed that hug so bad? I did read somewhere that no physical proximity like a hug has a negative effect on your health.
I felt lonely. Like we played in two teams. It makes me crazy. They say that if I obey they would be nicer. I'd had an easier life here but I can't forgive them. I can't forgive Changmin for doing this to me. I can't forgive myself that I didn't listen to my gut feeling.
Was it really destiny? Thinking of how my legs weren't moving but as soon as I met them, like out of nowhere, I was able to run. It couldn't be a coincidence. I sighed internally and found myself pressing myself against him.
I still felt weak but I used all the strength I had left to hug him back. Hyunjae was one of the members that cared for me. Even if all of them say that they do, Hyunjae was always there. Treating my wounds, checking up on me. Jacob, Juyeon and Kevin did that as well. Sangyeon was there too but the others? Eric just cared about his video games, Sunwoo played with me. Changmin tortured me. Haknyeon ignored me. Younghoon was a mix between Haknyeon and Sangyeon. I don't Know about Chanhee tho. I can't  tell if he did like me or not.
We pulled back an inch after a while. Our faces closer than ever. While staring into each other eyes, I felt something. The whole room filled with heat.
That kind of heat where you just want to rip your clothes off your body. Yes it was sexual tension. I felt it and I could tell he did too.
"Y/N, Hyunjae. Sangyeon wants all of us in the living room." Juyeon said on the other side of the door. We're lucky that Hyunjae locked the door.
"U-uh...,we should go.." I said. Too embarrassed looking into his eyes. He nodded and helped me out of the room. Walking into the living room.
//What the hell was that? I wanted to hate them. Each one of them// As if it couldn't get even worse, I remembered that I had to sleep next to Hyunjae tonight. He was the last one. Nothing spectacular had happened on the other nights with the other guys. Even Sunwoo left me alone for one night. Changmin wasn't there. The others mostly ignored me.
"I thought we could play some games. Like a game night. No missions. Nothing work involved." Sangyeon said, wearing his Pyjamas.
I noticed that all eyes were on me. I shrugged and leaned against the couch. I wanted to get to know this side of them.
I deserved a break from this sick game.
"What kind of games?" "Like video games, never have I ever and more." All 12 of us agreed and decided to start with Never have I ever.
It's been more than a month now and I keep on counting the days.