BLACK ROOM | THE BOYZ FF

Chapter 9. „hope"

Y/N POV

While I was busy reading my book like everyday, I heard these maniacs bickering. It's nothing new since they do that everyday. I'm getting used to this which frustrated me. Tho, it was nice to see them acting like humans. There were moments when I forgot what they do and that I'm their prisoner.
It's scaring me. I shouldn't see them like that. „They are psychos in my eyes. Yes psychos. Ruthless boys who don't care about others and think that they're the shit." I told myself again while hearing them bicker like siblings. I can't give up. I keep pushing my hope aside... what kind of hope ? There is still a little sparkle of hope that I can make it.
They keep telling me to stop thinking about this. That I should accept it. I can't let that happen. How can I accept that i was kidnapped? They ruined my life to keep themselves happy.
„That's not nice of you." I heard behind me. „We may be ruthless but we are still human. We have a heart and we care about others. Like you. We care about you and about each other." Changmin said and gave me disappointed glances.
Again, shooting daggers into my soul. Not one day went by without him doing that.
„No matter how many times you will tell me that. I won't believe you. You kidnapped me. You took my freedom. My human rights." I said while flipping through the pages of my book which was still in my hands. „Oh baby... we are destined to be together. You are ours now Y/N. Why can't you accept it? I'm tired of punishing you because we don't want to hurt you but I do like it when you are sitting on that chair. Crying for help. Crying in pain. Bleeding. It fascinates me." He explained while ripping the book out of my hands. „Oh fuck of Changmin. You're sick." I raised my voice at him. Yeah I'll definitely die today. It didn't take long until I felt him grabbing my hair,pulling me down to the basement, then throwing me to the ground. I whimpered. „That's what you get for disobeying, raising your voice at me and talking like that about us." He spit while pulling out his knife. My best friend since day one.
With every cut, more blood was flowing out.
I felt that my body was becoming numb. I had cuts on my arms, legs, stomach, chest and even on my neck but they weren't as deep as the others.
He wasn't planning on killing me.
„At least you didn't fight back" he whispered into my ear. Then, he licked off the bloody from my neck.
„I am done love. Hyunjae will come by in no time and treat that." he raised my chin with his index finger and leaned towards me. „Everytime I'm doing this.... I always hope that it's the last time." Changmin confessed and pecked my forehead before he left.
I sat there in disbelief. Thinking I was Hallucinating.
I barely even noticed Hyunjae who, was already there, treating my deep cuts with worried eyes.

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