y/n moves to Germany as her older brother got a better job offer. she meets the band and begins to hangout with them. when the kaulitz twins slowly start to fall for y/n..
(THIS IS NOT A THREESOME)
( creds to my friends also for helping throughout t...
My alarm went off, it was 5:30 am and I still felt exhausted. I walked to my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I saw my face with dried up masacra and my eyes puffy red. I hopping into the shower, making it really cold to make me wake up. I finished showering and got out doing my skin care and hair routine. I needed to look like i didn't care, im not gonna show my weak side.
I walked back into my room to pick out my outfit. i put on a leopard tank top shirt, with tight flared jeans that made my butt look big. I top it off with a designed belt with rhinestones.
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I put on my outfit and then go to the vanity to do my hair and makeup. i decided to go with light makeup like mascara, highlight, blush, lip liner.
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I applied lipgloss and put on big heart hoop earrings. I put my hair in 2 pigtails with some hair down. I looked at myself and then grabbed my bag. I asked my brother to drive me since i didn't want to bump into the guys again.
I got to school and said goodbye to my brother and walked in. I soon saw evan walk up to me with his friends. "hey sweetheart, long time no see huh?" he said to me in a flirty tone. "guess so," i said smiling. I knew he liked me, but he wasn't my type but it was still fun to mess with him. once i moved here men had been constantly hitting on me and i enjoyed it because they're so easy to flirt with. me and evan talked as we walked, he walked me to class and entered with me and soon i saw them, in front of my desk since i sat behind them. i held onto evans arm since i felt uncomfortable being with the men who hurt me. evan noticed and smiled and he walked me to my desk. I noticed that he just went with it, i didn't know he had a sweet heart.
"guess i got to go sweetheart, see you soon tho," evan said winking at me, i giggled and said goodbye trying to avoid tom and bill staring at me. I just wanted to go home already. 45 minutes later and I barley payed attention to class, i dozed off to space until the bell rang, I grabbed my stuff and went to my next period which was with tom. great.
I got to class and saw tom already there. I sat down not talking or looking at him. and then class began "y/n.. please talk to me.. I can explain everything to you just please meet us at our lunch table and we'll explain everything.." tom whispered to me. I looked at him and looked away not saying anything, I had to think if i wanted to go or not.
time skip to lunch
It was lunch and I decided to get a explanation from them. I walked over and sat down with them staring at me. "what? are you just gonna stare or are you goig to give me the explanation i deserve." i said coldly. they soon began to explain "I'm sorry y/n, we all are. we couldn't text or call you because we were very busy and all the time we were very exhausted.. we didn't mean to leave you on read many times we tried to remember to text u later but we hardly remembered. we're sorry.." bill said "were also sorry for calling you a nobody in the interview because when we were a few weeks into the tour paparazzi was literally crazy, disgusting people.. and if we mentioned you in the interview they'll chase you around like creeps.." bill said. "i'm sorry y/n for not speaking up for you, but when i soon realized what bill tried to do, i realized it was for the best.." tom said. I didn't speak or anything all i can do is think. "can you please forgive us y/n, we love you a lot and was always there to support us and comfort us." gustav said. "we're deeply sorry.. you misunderstood! we just tried to keep you safe from the paparazzi.." georg said. I felt a bit relieved but also hurt. "you guys know i hate abandonment.. and you guys literally abandoned me! you couldn't even text or call me.." i said, "but- I do understand what you did in the interview so thank you for that. but i need time to think if i want to let you back into my life, i don't wanna get hurt again." i said before getting up and leaving.
I walked home early, I just needed to go home and think. I got home and went into the living room laying down on the couch. I slowly started to fall asleep..
nightmare pov
"dad please!! don't go!! I promise to let you hit me whenever you want!! but please don't leave!!" i said chasing after him while the police officers took him away. my brother stopped me from running and just held me. I cried and cried, and from that day I hated being abandoned.
y/n pov
I woke up breathing heavily, I was starting to have a panic attack. I shouted for my brother but realized he wasent home yet, I cried and felt like i was suffocating. I soon tried comforting myself and i slowly began to breathe normally again. I never wanna see my dad again, scared for what he'll do to me if we met again. I then look over at the cabinet that held the alcohol. I walked over and began to drink my emotions away.
1 hour later
miguel pov
I came home from work and was excited to y/n as i brought her favorite snack. "y/n!!! i bought you oreos!!!." i said shouting for her, but she didn't answer back I went to the kitchen and see her, laying on floor with alcohol bottle around her, whiskey,vodka, beer. I rushed to her and tried to wake her up, "y/n!!" I shouted, as she woke up she looked around and saw me, "i-im sorry.. i couldn't help it.." y/n said to me almost crying, "it's okay hermanita. you have to stop some day ok? i'm gonna hide them so you don't have the temptation anymore." i said i picked her up and put her to bed so she can sleep the alcohol away. it was only 4 pm so she'll wake up soon.
3 hours later
y/n pov
I woke up and saw me laying down on my bed, I remembered what had happened. I rubbed my head and got up, I saw my brother passed out on the couch. i chuckled and grabbed his sweater and headed out the door. I wanted to talk to someone but i couldn't I no longer had the gang and I didn't know yet f i was going to forgive them. I walked to the park and saw tom there. I walked to him and sat right next to him. "hey.." i said softly. he looked at me and before i can say anymore he grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine. I was shocked at first but I gave in, missing his touch. I put my arms around his neck and soon the kiss became tougher. he put his hands all around my body, and soon we broke away 5 mins later for air. "y/n..-" tom said as i stopped him. "it's okay tommy. i forgive you and the gang.." i told him and he hugged me giving soft kisses on my neck, I giggled and we both walked back to his house to meet the gang. I walked in and they all stared at me. "hey guys.-" i said and they ran up and hugged me. I hugged them back i hugged bill tightly as i missed him too. Tom noticed and looked away as he groaned quietly. I then realized that I have fallen for both of them..
and they have too..
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