𝘾𝙝𝙤𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙨

fool.

y/n pov

It's been a few weeks since the four boys have been back. I've been cautious and wary of them hurting me again, but i still hanged out with them. I got really close with all of them and got SUPER close with tom and bill. Mostly tom though, he makes me feel safe and feel like he's not after me for my body but for, me...

"GUYYSSS- im so boredddd" i said groaning as i'm on their couch. "samee-" bill said sitting next to me REALLY close, I felt his body heat on mine and it made me a bit red. I looked away to hide it, then an idea popped inside my head. "OOH! we can go to the beach!" i said jumping up, "perfect, id love to see what you look like in a bikini." tom said looking at me as he played with his lip piercing i laughed and rolled my eyes running home to get change. "heyy- whats up?" miguel said to me as i walked inside the house,i still haven't told him that i've been hanging out with the guys again.

"nothingg- Just gonna go out.. with the guys-.." i said almost mumbling at the end. he turned around quickly with a shocked face, "what?! your hanging out with them again?" miguel said putting his hands on his hips. "look, i'm being careful okay I haven't FULLY forgave them.. but they're trying. give them a chance.." i said to him, he sighed and agreed. I ran upstairs to change, i put on a pink bikini with a matching see through skirt. i change my belly button ring to match the bikini.

(your outfit)

I put my curly hair up in a messy ponytail with some hair strands out in the front. i grab a bag with extra clothes for later if we go out. I grab everything i need, sunscreen,water,lipgloss,gum and my making bag. I curl my lashes and apply lipgloss and hear a honk meaning the guys were here. I sprayed one last spray of perfume and headed out the door seeing my brother
leaning on the car window talking to them. I quickly ran up trying not to make my chest bounce, once I got close my brother turned around. "Have a good time hermanita!" he said kissing me on the cheek and walking back inside the house.

I looked confused and got into the car and they all looked little bit traumatized, "sooo- what my brother
talk to you guys about?" i asked them trying to break the awkward silence. "no- nothing! nothing at all let's hit the road!-" georg said driving away. I laughed and soon they started to laugh with me, during the car ride bill kept staring at me since i was between him and tom. "you know it's rude to stare right cutie?" i said sitting up more straight, smirking at him. he chuckled and put his arm around me, I felt safe in his arms but I could see tom glaring at us.

We finally got to the beach and I quickly ran out and headed quickly towards the beach. I set down one of the towels the guys brought and laid down making tom walking up to me. "what's up with you and my brother?" he asked me in a rude tone almost. "what do you mean?" I said confused. "You guys were obviously flirting in the car," he said crossing his arms. "why do you care? we're not together tom." i said getting up and getting closer to his face, he acted as if he owned me. he looked at me with a cold stare and walked away, I felt my heart ache a bit but I wouldn't let tom ruin this beautiful day for me so I continued to lay down and tan.

Not even a few seconds later bill came up to me, he was shirtless and I couldn't help but stare. "I thought you said staring was rude?" bill said as e chuckled. i giggles and looked at him dripping wet, he just got out of the water. "hop in y/n! come onnn!!" bill said whining. "nooo!!" i said whining also laying back down. he groaned and picked me up, "wh-what are you doing!! put me down bill!!" i said shouting at him trying not to laugh, he threw me into the water and he soon jumped in.

I quickly swam up for air and quickly grabbed onto bill, wrapping my legs around him with my arms around his neck. We were really close and our body's were touching closely, I looked at him and he was already looking at me our lips were close to touching. I soon ran my finger through his fluffy hair while looking at him, his cheeks then started to look red I have to admit it was pretty cute.

2 hours later

We changed into normal clothes and I put on the clothes I had packed, I wore a pink cropped bebe shirt with a mini jean skirt making my stomach show exposing my belly button ring and a tattoo with the date my dad went to jail saying "free at last."

Me and the guys went to a bathroom nearby to change, I did my makeup and applied lip liner with lipgloss. I stepped out and saw bill quickly putting his eyes on me, looking at me up and down. he grabbed my hand and twirled me to look at me everywhere. Tom stared at us and he just groaned "can we get going now?" he said in a cold tone and we all hopping to the car and drove off to a club we all decided to go. We arrived and bill helped me off since I had high heals and soon, flashing cameras everywhere.

The paparazzi had found us and we quickly made it inside, we had vip section so no paparazzi can get to us. "Now i know how you guys feel," I said to them as I got handed a random drink. I smelled it and it a whiskey, I drank it quickly. "woah, didn't know you could drink that fast" georg said to me chuckling. "trust me, alcohol is like water to me" i said giggling. Tom stared at my tattoo and soon asked, "what does that mean?" he pointed my tattoo. "don't worry about it!" i said placing my drink down making my way to the dance floor. I soon began to move my hips and dance to the music, very smoothly.

I soon felt a body against mine, I quickly turned around seeing tom. I guess he was acting like nothing happen, so I just went it and smiled. we both danced together, having his body against mine. We soon stopped dancing and I felt my heart pound fast again when I was with him, but I also felt confused, I also felt the same way with bill.

We got drinks together and talked . "I have to go the bathroom i'll be back beautiful," he said caressing my cheek before leaving. I giggled and waited for him. 20 mins had passed and he still wasn't back, I went to the bathroom and I saw him. Him making out with a chick, as soon as he saw me staring at him, he started to make out with her harder.

I'm such a fool.

A/N: i had to add drama bc i love drama 🤣🤣🤣 comment and vote! ty ily guys!!