𝘾𝙝𝙤𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙨

regret?..

y/n pov

I wake up at 11 am in bills bed, I turned to my right and saw bill sleeping peacefully while his arms were wrapped around my waist. I smiled and slowly took his arm off me to get up. I grab his sweater and my shorts. I make my way downstairs seeing gustav and tom eating breakfast. "Morning guysss" i said to them "morning sleepy headdd" gustav said but tom ignored me, I guess he was mad I slept with his brother.

I took some of gustav fruit "heyyy! my food" gustav said slapping my hand "ugh rude!" I said to him. Tom then handed me his plate of fruit and looked away when i looked up to him, I smiled "thanks grumpy boy," I said eating some pineapple. He tried not to smile and I could tell, he was really cute..

Few minutes later bill came down, "morning guys, and morning beautiful," bill said to them and walked up to me to give me a kiss on the forehead. I can see it bothered tom, I felt bad. I liked him too but... I did feel the same way towards bill and I don't know who to choose?. Tom did hurt me many times and bill has been gentle and sweet.

I then went back home to just chill since i've been out every other day, I got home and saw my brother in the living room "Hey sis how wa-" he said stopping to look at me with my hickeys all over my body with bills sweater. "what?" i said looking at myself not knowing why he stopped talking. "WHO?" he said running up to me and looked all over "omggg stoppp!!" I said pushing him a bit gently. "YOUR TO YOUNG!" he said to me "not really, when you have trauma it really makes you mature. a bit," i said to him making my way upstairs "i know, but to me you'll always be my little baby sister." he said, I awe at him and walked to my room to take a bath. I got into the bath filled with water and got in to relax my muscles.

20 minutes later I got out after doing my whole routine. I put on grey baggy leggings with a cropped tight black hello kitty with rhinestones on it. I went downstairs and sat next to my brother, we watched tv until the door bell rang. I groaned and got up to open it to see the gang there again. "sorry y/n! it's so boring without you!" gustav said making his way into my house with the others laughing. I laughed to and closed the door seeing bill stare at me smirking, I chuckled and went to the living room where the rest of them were at.

I sat down on couch putting my head on my brothers shoulder as I was still exhausted from last night. "Can we spend the night heree!" georg said while gustav was making puppy eyes. I looked at my brother for approval and he sighed and nodded "Okay! but on one condition!" I said getting up "okay!!" they all said. I ran upstairs to grab face masks for everyone and showed it to them. "you know what I think I should go home" tom said "Noo! your all staying pleasee!" i said with dove eyes looking at tom, knowing it would work since it's his weak spot.

"ughh-. fine.." tom said groaning and I clapped my hands and passed them all different face masks, They all put it on but tom had the cream face mask where you have to put it on with your finger. "Can you help me y/n!.." tom said passing me the packet. I chuckled and I slowly put it on him making our body's touch. I felt my face get bit red, I finished putting on the face mask for him and he was smirking at me. I chuckled and we all watched a movie.

Everyone fell asleep and I made my way upstairs to my room to sleep. I got to my room and was about to lay down until tom walked in, "oh, hey tom" I said to him with a smile. "y/n.. can we talk?" he asked and I nodded and he made his way to my bed and sat down. "I'm sorry about what happened to the club okay, I got jealous and you probably already knew that and my emotions got to me and.. I couldn't control it so i'm sorry." he told me, I smiled "it's okay tom, all go-" before i can finish he grabbed my face and kissed my lips slowly for 2 minutes. he pulled away "y/n.. you make me feel something I never felt with any girl.. I really like you.." he told me looking at me. "tom.. I feel the same way but.. I also feel the same way with bill.." I told him softly. he backed away a bit "well.. I hope you can decide. I'll wait for you y/n... you have a choices you know.." he said and walked away, before he can leave I got up and ran to him pulling his arm to face me and I kissed him on the lips, for about 10 seconds. I pulled away, "Please wait for me tommy.." I told him. "I can't make any promises but i'll wait." he told me and smiled.

this night has been confusing and i'm too overwhelmed..

who to choose?.

A/N: I HOPE YALL LIKE IT TOOK ME SOME THOUGHT AND LIKE PLS COMMENT AND VOTE!! i'm kinda losing motivation but i'm trying! also tysm for 200 reads! it means a lot to me, ily all! also sorry for my grammar, i type fast and sometimes it autocorrects to a whole other word but I try to fix them as fast as I can so pls bare w me! ty guys!