[ Pretty when you cry - Lana del rey ]
1PM.
I walked into the lunch room and girls were staring at me laughing at me but why?
-flashback-
I grabbed a plate of lunch that day, baked fish, rice, and sugary juice. I remember sitting down at a table alone and I was being harassed, girls wouldn't let me be. I remember crying into the bathroom stalls, locking myself in a stall and they spilled milk on me and "whore" was written on the bathroom mirror in red lipstick, I was only 14. Hell, I was gang raped and hated because everyone thought I was some insane liar, of course they'd believe those 7 boys. They were 3-5 grade knowledge students, people thought they were smart when really they just did drugs, vodka, and cheated off of nerds homework. I even remember I had been suspended for it because they thought it were false assumptions, I remember I was seen as a dumb little girl who just wanted attention. I had no friends and didn't care anymore. I learnt to stick to myself. I lost my best friend of 10 years over this situation. Nobody is real, everybody is a fake. I would say my entire life has traumatized me. I never had it "easy".
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TerrorAn out cast with no friends, 17 year old young woman, diagnosed with depression and anxiety with, living in Moscow Russia, trapped with her sociopathic mother with a murderous, eerie ill past who has made her daughter suffer from both emotional and...
