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12. you can drive all night looking for the answers in the pouring rain

Harry's pov.

i shut down again. i didn't speak since i left louis's dorm. i locked myself in my room exactly how i did when i got back from the hospital i have not eaten or drank anything.

zayn knocks on my door before entering leaving yet another plate of food on my desk. "you're not the victim here" zayn says and i look up at him im utterly emotionless

"what did i do..i don't understand what i did." zayn sighs "the guy that drugged him came back for him he took him half way down the street" i sit up holy fuck. "louis kicked him in the nuts and ran over to the party he locked himself in the bathroom and called you. you told him you were too busy and hung up." oh my fucking god. he needed me and i wasn't there oh my god.

"you're an idiot h a full blown idiot." zayn says and i sit up "when he was packing. where was he going." i ask and z looks to me "i don't think he wants to see you dude."

"please zayn i will do anything please." i look to him with begging eyes "he was going home back to his mother's house." that's all i need to know i pack up my bag really quick as zayn leaves i google the train schedule as i find a train that i could take to doncaster if i get there in 15 minutes.

i run through the streets like a fucking mad man i quickly push past people and run down the stairs of the station quickly scanning my card before barely getting on the train before the door closed. i sigh breathlessly walking around then i find a seat i sit down and listen to my playlist. i end up falling asleep on the train

i'm awoken by the sound of the announcer saying we reached doncaster and i get up walking outside i think i vaguely remember louis's house and where it's at i decided to grab flowers for louis as an apology i grabbed some for his mum too

i walk to the house and it starts raining great how amazing i try to hurry up a little jogging slightly as i see it i sigh softly and knock on the door. i'm greeted by jay. i remember her name she was a very kind lady.

"oh i recognize you hold on who are you?" she puts a finger to her chest "i'm harry styles." havent said that in a while jeez "i am louis's erm..friend?" she gasps "harry! babe you've changed so much last time i saw you you had much shorter hair and a lot less hair" i chuckle softly and she lets me in i hand her the flowers i am sopping wet but that doesn't seem to matter at the moment

"louis is upstairs baby thank you for the flowers again" she smiles and i walk upstairs feeling the same uneasy feeling i did last time i was here i knock on the door and he yells "come in!!" this is triggering flashbacks

i walk in holding his flowers in hand his room is the same the heart fairy lights we hung together are there his desk is still the same his bed is still the same everything looks perfectly untouched like no one's been here after i left.

"harry? what are you doing here?" he speaks up and i'm all of a sudden dizzy i feel like i can't stand my ears are ringing i feel all cold all of a sudden my vision is blurred and then boom darkness.

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