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"Omega, come here..."

I whimpered but crawled towards him. His Alpha voice was making my omega whine and my body weaker.

I felt him wraps his arms around my body and lift me up to make me sit on his lap. I curled in a ball against his chest and snuggled into his chest smelling him.

I wrapped my arms around him as tears falls down my eyes, "Alpha, it hurts... everywhere it hurts so much." I cried as i held onto him tightly.

He rubs my arm as he kisses my head, "It's alright omega. I'm right here, i will make you feel better. Can you please lay down for me?"

I whimpered but nodded and he slowly makes me lay on bed. I winced as my back touched the bed. He sits between my legs and hovers over me, looking at the mark on my neck.

He was naked, his body was warm and comforting. It was calming me down to feel him near me...  It's all because we're mates now

He softly touches my jaw and makes me look left so that way the mark on my neck is exposed to him. It was fresh, bleeding and paining.

He slowly bends his head down and i gasped as i felt his tongue brush again'the mark.

My body shivered and i grabbed his bicep as he licks the mark again and again, this time slowly and softly.

I felt his hands rubbing small circles over my hips, calming me down as he licks the wound on my neck that was now healing.

An alpha mate' saliva is so powerful, it can heal any wound or bruise that his omega has got. It heals them and leaves no scar or mark except the mating mark.

There will be a scar forever to show everyone that I'm mated abd i have an alpha. It won't go until i die or my alpha. It's a sign of love and mating to show that the omega can't be courted or mated as they already have a Alpha.

I sighed as i felt the mark was healed now and he was still licking the skin making it ticklish and i giggled as i grabbed his jaw softly to make him stop.

He pulls back and now his eyes were back to normal, he was the Harry again who hates me and not the alpha who loves my omega... Not me!

"I'll treat these bruises as well-"

"No need for that. Please get off me, i need to sit." I said in monotone, not looking at his face. I heard him sigh and slowly get off my body.

I sat up slowly and grabbed the duvet to cover my lower region. He gets off the bed without another word and goes into the bathroom banging the door close behind him.

His body is perfect, his abs, his biceps, his wide chest, his broad back everything was perfectly shaped.

While i am nothing compared to those pretty omegas out there. He will never love me the way my omega is desperate for. He will never treat me the way he treated rose...

Because i can never be her,

I'm never gonna be more than just a murderer in this eyes...

•••

I slowly walked down the stairs, holding onto the railing tightly while trying not to wince. I looked around at the silent house, it's strange that no one was around at this hour.

I slowly stepped into the kitchen and as expected it was empty as well. I walked towards the fridge and grabbed an egg ready to make my breakfast.

I walked towards the stove and started preparing my omlet while making tea on the other strove.

I softly touched my mark and sighed. I dreamt to have this since i was a kid. But the alpha i dreamt of is no where in my life now.

I served myself my breakfast and sat on the dining table. I was wearing a simple white shirt with some black trousers. I like to wear masculine clothes and no one can tell me otherwise, no matter if I'm ab omega or an alpha I'll wear what i want!

"Yeah I'll take care of it myself don't do shits and make it worse!" I heard the alpha' voice coming closer to the kitchen and i increased my speed of eating.

I don't wanna face him please!

He walks when i was siping on my tea, i forgot how hot it was and groaned as i poked my burned tongue out.

"Fckin hell!" I said with my tongue still out. He stops before the table and looks at me as i try to cool my tongue.

I must look ridiculous with my tongue out!

"You want water-"

"No! But i do want you to get the fck out. Today i want to be alone and away from you so please fcking respect that!" I spat bitterly and immediately regretted my words when i saw his eyes turn dark...

He got angry AND ITS OBVIOUS WHY!

"A-alph-"

He grabs the glass of water that was on the table and throws the water on my face. I gasped and stood up wiping my face.

"What the fck-"

He was suddenly infront of me and grabbed the nape pf my neck making my head bow down. I whimpered when he growls and says,

"Do you want me wash your mouth out of with soap huh! Do not curse at me. Don't talk back at me and don't forget your place omega!"

I grabbed his arm trying to remove it as i said, "L-let me go alpha-"

"Answer me! DID YOU UNDERSTOOD!"

I nodded with my eyes still down looking at his perfectly cleaned shoes. He grabs my jaw with his rough long fingers making me whimper loudly.

"I want verbal answer only! You're not some toddler that i have to teach each and every thing. I don't have so much time to waste on you!"

Then just fcking let me go!

"I-i understood alpha. Please let me go now-" he jerks me away making me stumble a few steps back.

"I'm trying to be patient with you but you're testing my limits. Next time I will not be as gentle as i am right now. If i ever heard a single curse word directed towards me or heard you talk back, I'll wash that mouth of yours with soap not just with water!" With that he leaves.

I wiped my face with shaky hands. I was scared for my life, but he's right I'm testing his patience. I'm trying to see how far i can go with him...

And i got my answer.

If i do a mistake, he won't hesitate to hit me or abuse me. It's better to watch my mouth and stay as far away from him as possible.

I leaned back on the kitchen counter as i felt a pang of pain in my chest. My omega was crying, because it's different now that we're mates. It hurts ten times more than it used. He's meant to love and protect me and he's not even ready to like me.

I wiped my face as i grabbed my phone, "I need to clear my mind!"

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