𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐋𝐮𝐧𝐚

75

"Alright, keep me updated."

I heard Harry speak to his men on call upon finding Edward. Still no update on him i guess. I pulled up the duvet over my naked legs as I'm wearing just my shorts.

I laid down and grabbed my phone checking all the texts and everything. I have a message of Kyle that i opened to see what it was,

Hey Lou, are you alright?

My thumbs danced over the keyboard trying to find words to reply him back but ended up with nothing. I leaned my head back as i recalled everything that happened today.

"I'm going to take a shower." Harry states as he pulls his shirt over his head and i dragged my eyes over his toned back while he walks towards the bathroom. I breathed out as the door closes after he goes in. I know it's not locked...

I looked back at the text, yes, I'm fine. Dw :) I replied back and threw my phone on the pillow. I went over to the drawer and pulled out my diary. Yes it's still in one piece.

I looked at the box, that i bought from my old home. I bought few things of mine and Rose from there. I opened my diary to my last entry and read it once.

My life has changed so much. I flipped through the pages that I've written my feelings in past, all these pages have my emotions and Harry has read them all. I've been stripped naked of my emotions infront of him so many times.

Still he expects me to forgive him so easily.

Because he loves you and thinks that in love it's alright to forgive and move on past worst memories.

I looked at the picture that was in the last page. Its the same picture harry tore apart in this very room infront of me and kept my side of picture.

I kept this here after david' incident. I looked at my face full of happiness and joy. It's all changed, yes I've got new beautiful memories with harry but i have worst of them as well and,

It's not so easy to forget the worst things...

•••

I removed my shorts and slowly walked towards the shower. The glass door was closed but the curtains were open. I could see him behind the glass and fog of hot water.

His beautifully hot body getting washed by warm water as he stands under the shower. I know he's aware of my presence...

I turned the lights dimmed and opened the shower door getting inside. I wrapped my arms around him from behind and pressed my cheek over his shoulder blades.

His body tensed but relaxed as i started stroking his abs and chest. I felt him stop my hands and turn around to face me.

I looked up at his green eyes as i whispered, "Can we fck?" He chuckled that made me smile widely. He wraps his arms around my waist and picks me up.

Making me wrap my legs around his waist and hands around his neck, pressed my back to the shower wall as he leaned closer.

He cupped my cheek as he stared into my eyes, "No Louis, we can't fck." My smile fell and i looked down at his other hand stroking my tummy.

"I know you're mad at me. I just wanted to make you feel good and apologize for being so rude and rough today." I mumbled.

"Baby, I'm not mad at you, we'll make Love! And please don't apologise, i should be the one apologizing. I never understood you, i never put myself in your shoes and looked at our situation. I'm sorry i was selfish, i was rude and mean to you. I'm sorry i ruined your life-"

I immediately pressed my finger over his lips, "Don't say that you ruined my life. Yes you've made it tough and changed many things but didn't ruined it. Without you i wouldn't be me Harry, you're my mate my love. I don't like to hear you say these things-"

"Please just hear me out." He runs his fingers through my hair and turned off the shower. I watched as he pushed my wet hair back and stroked my cheek.

"If Rose wouldn't have been dead, we wouldn't have be together now." He says as he traced my jaw line, "Without her i wouldn't have met you... In a wrong way i got my love, but I'll fix everything." He whispered.

I cupped his jaw and he leaned in my touch, "Alpha..." He nods, "Yes Louis. I'll fix everything, i just need you to trust me."

I stared into those green eyes i love so much, i looked at his lips then back at him. "I trust you Harry."

He smiles, that beautiful smile reached his ears and dimples popped in his cheeks that i traced with my finger.

"Then if i have your trust no one can stop me from making you the happiest Louis. I can't bring back the old time but i can fix today and our upcoming tomorrow..." He says as he placed his hand on my stomach and i looked down smiling.

Yes, our tomorrow is all we have left now.

"Our boys are excited to see what their daddy has planned for us!" He giggles as he leaned down pressing his lips to my cheek leaning closer to my ear to whisper.

"They can call me Dad or Papa but Daddy is only for you..." And he thrusts in me making me throw my head back and shut my eyes moaning in pleasure.

I missed him.

He attached his lips on my neck and sucks as his hips rocked back and forth increasing speed after each thrust. I grabbed his hair pulling on it as i moaned out his name loudly. We didn't just fck, we made love!

That night i had my time in his arms without knowing what the next morning had for us...

•••

"Louis wake up! Wake up baby hurry!"

I frowned as i opened my eyes seeing Harry hovering over me. "Harry?" He grabs my arm and pulls me up making me sit up.

"What happened, Harry?" I asked as i saw him all dressed up in a suit with his gun by his side making my heart beat increase in panic and fear.

"Shhh, calm down love." He cups my cheeks holding my face he says, "We've found David' location and I'm going there. Mom and Dad are home today but unaware of where I'm going and for what."

I held his hands in mine tightly, "Harry, please can't you send your men?"

"They are coming with me and i have to be there. I can't let him ruin our pack Louis, he has created already a lot of mess."

I gulped as i wrapped my arms around him hugging him tightly closing my eyes. This time I'm feeling like I'll not see him again, but i hope it's just negative thoughts...

I hope.

"Please be careful Harry, you have a lot of responsibilities." I said as i placed his hand on my stomach. He kissed my head and then lean down to kiss my stomach.

"I promise you Louis, I'll make this place a safe home for you..." And he pressed his lips on mine. I kissed him back deeply as i held his hands close to my chest.

He rested his forehead against mine, both of our eyes closed as we both whispered together,

"I love you..." And then he left.