𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐋𝐮𝐧𝐚

72

"Stop the car."

I said as i looked forward and he glanced at me before he stops the car at the side. "Why are you dragging it so far lo-"

I got out of the car before he could say any more. I leaned my back against the car and took a deep breath to calm myself down.

"Louis!" He comes out and was by my side, his hand on my shoulder. "Are you okay?"

I looked down at my hands that were shaking a bit and clenched them into fists, "I don't know i felt suffocated inside." I mumbled.

He puts his hand on my shoulder to turn me around and i looked down, "I'm sor-"

"Please Harry. Don't apologise!" I push his hands off me as i shook my head, "People think after hurting multiple times a single word would heal all the wounds but no it doesn't work that way.."

He frowns and i looked away and went back inside the car. I know what i said and it is not related to Juliet...

"Louis-"

"I don't want to talk about it. Please drive we're getting late." I said and he sighed as he starts the car and drives away.

I looked outside as i watched houses pass by, the house i used to see while going to school and to home. The place where i spend my childhood.

As he stops the car infront of the hospital i got out without a word and he drives away to park it while i went inside.

He joins me soon and we both went inside the waiting room. The silence between us is killing me but it's better not said now!

The past is still there... Even if the future has arrived the past has a great impact on future and the present.

Harry and i may have moved on past the old streets but the memories of our marriage, rose' funeral is still there for me.

I remember it like it was yesterday and my heart just doesn't want to say that yes i forgave him because maybe i still haven't from the inside.

I avoid talking about it cause it might ruin his mood and he's already stressed out.

My words will hurt him but it's true, I can't forget how i signed the marriage papers and we got tied together...

•••

"Please lay down and relax, Louis." I did as the doctor, Matt said. Harry was standing by my side watching every move of Matt with dark eyes.

He's upset that it's not a Omega or any beta, this doctor came in place of our family doctor-who happens to be out of town at the moment.

"Relax, love. Your body is tensed and it work after i put this gel on you!" Matt said with a smile and i chuckled awkwardly trying to relax.

I watched as Harry's jaw clenched his eyes fixed on Matt who slowly lifts my shirt up and puts the gel on my stomach.

I looked over to the screen when he puts something on my stomach and couldn't see anything properly until Matt pointed his finger at two small image as small as your palm.

I got tears in my eyes as i looked at the fetus. "There Louis, a cute pair of twins. It looks like they're of same gender -"

"Move, let me see!" Harry says as he drags the doctor away and looks at screen. I looked at him and watched as his eyes got wide and glossy and he slowly traces the screen.

"My babies..."

I smiled and leaned forward giving him chaste kiss on his cheek making him look at me, "Our pups!"

He grins and wraps his arms around me. I smiled hugging back and Matt smiled looking at us. "Congratulations, They both are boys!"

I giggled as Harry kisses my cheeks again and again, "We're having two boys! I love you so much baby, thank you so much for this love..."

I smiled cupping his cheeks, "We did it together..." The doctor cleared his throat, "I'll give you both a moment."

With a smile he left and Harry rolls his eyes grumbling, "Should have left sooner!" I shook my head at him.

"He meant nothing to us Harry, he's just doing his job!" He rolls his eyes at my words making me pulls his cheeks

"Do not roll your eyes at me Harry styles!" I said and he whines, "Alright alright, i love you."

I smiled, "I love y-" he didn't let me finish and crashed his lips on mine making me smile against his lips.

Got these butterflies making me go crazy...

•••

He stops the car infront of graveyard as i kept the ultrasound images in the backseat. I looked out before looking back at him.

"You're coming with me right?" I asked as he hands me the flowers. Her favourite flowers, Rose! It was her favourite because of her name and also she says it represents Love!

"I am, i just need to uh make a call! You go ahead." He says without meeting my eyes and i know he's lying.

"Okay..." And he nods as i got out. I understand he needs time to prepare himself. When last time we both were here, it was on her funeral and I know how he must be feeling to,

Visit the grave of someone he once loved so much but in the end he had to bury her lifeless body...