14• Why my heart beats whenever i see your smile ruby Jane?

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Jennie's POV

its been two months since my sexuel relationship with lisa started, but why i feel like my heart is about to jump out of my chest every time i see her? sometimes it feels like all the air is coming out of my lungs when i see her or hear her voice...i can't even explain it. she's so beautiful and Hot that i don't have words for it. I know that it's just sex and i shouldn't let this feeling overwhelm me, but i just can't help it.. it's like my body has suddenly developed a mind of it's own and i have no control over it. I swear i tried to stop it, tell myself that it's only a matter of time and it's going to pass. that I should forget about my feelings for her and just focus on my job but i can't. there's just something about her that i'm drown to. how can i get her out of my head when the only thing i think about is her, the way she touch me, her lips, her body. everytime she touches me i feel electricity running through my body Sinding shivers to my core, and when she kisses me, my heart starts beating faster than before. feeling her touch all over my body feels so good that i want to feel it again again and again, the way she says those dirty words turn me on every single time and I would give myself to her completely, moan and scream her name all night long. the moment she comes close to me I get this uncontrollable urge to wrap my arms around her and kiss her passionately and never stop. the more I think about it the more I want her near me. I want her smell to fill my senses and make her mine for as long as i can hold on to her. the way she makes me lose control when we have sex is just something i want to feel every night in her arms.  but than I remember that rule, the rule that said it's just sex and no feelings are involved, the rule written at the top of that contract. That brought me back to my harsh realty that I'm just her sex partner and nothing else. That i shouldn't fell in love. But the more i spend time with her The more i fall deeply in love with her, i don't know when it happened, i just know that i love her so much and i can't stop myself from falling in love with her.

"God Jennie you're screwed" i said to myself opening my eyes. I sighed and started working again as if nothing happened, but at the back of my mind I'm still thinking about Lisa. she just invaded my mind completely, making me crazy.

" Aghrr Jennie stop thinking about her and do your job! you're getting paid for it" i murmured and focused on my laptop again trying so hard to forget her and not think about her or about my feelings for her.

Lisa's POV

it's been Two months already and i Don't know what's happening to me. that strange feeling i felt with Jennie that night still haunts me every time i think about It, I've never Felt like that before no matter how much i try to erase that stupid strange feeling, but when I saw her gummy smile her eyes sparkling when she talks my heart started beating fast. I don't know what she did to me, but I can't help the way my heart beats every time I see her. my mind was replaying that smile over and over again like a song, i was losing my mind i couldn't focus on anything. She invaded my mind, i don't know what was happening to me but every time i remember her smile it just makes my heart skip a beat i can't explain it. Her beautiful smile that radiates all across her face especially her eyes just give me butterflies in my tummy and i can literally feel my heart beat faster and faster. I just can't seem to be able to control myself or my heart when i'm around her, my heart keeps beating like a drum and i can't stop thinking about her. it feels like it just started beating for the first time when i saw her and now it's always racing. i can't even think about anything else but seeing her again! every time i see her my heart starts racing faster and faster. it's like nothing i have ever experienced before. all i can think about is seeing her again, having her arms around me, feeling her body next to mine again. i don't know what to do anymore! every time i think about her, my heart races uncontrollably! it's so strange! every time i am with her i want to kiss her and touch her, feel her warmth against my body and feel her soft skin touching mine. i'm going crazy. i just feel like i need to touch her and hold her in my arms and never let her go again. it's like something inside of me just starts to race and throb whenever i see her. this feeling that i sometimes get is unexplainable, but i feel as if i am drawn to her in a way i can't explain. like a magnet or something. I've never felt like this before but Jennie made my heart a racing road beating faster  whenever i see her

" What's happening to you Manoban? Why my heart beats whenever i see your smile ruby Jane?" I murmured opening my eyes, i took a deep breath and went back to work trying to erase Jennie of my mind

But can i really forget about her that easily? I've never felt like this before well since the last time i remember. it's was a long time ago anyway, but it was nothing compared to what I'm feeling now. it's like some kind of power polling me deeper into her, i don't understand what exactly is happening to me but just thinking about Jennie make my Stomach flutter with butterflies and i can feel my heart bounding everytime I see her. I must be Losing my mind for sure and i need to get Jennie out of my head as soon as possible and focus on my work.

I was about to sign some files when i heard a loud pounding

" Yo Yo Manoban what's up?" Jeongyoeng yelled coming no scratch that crashing inside my office.

" Yah! Jeong what the hell? Don't you know how to knock?" I asked glaring at her

" Yah yah monkey I'm not your employee I'm your bestfriend don't look at me like that, besides i always come announced. what so new for you?" she said with a smirk, i sighed and smiled at her

" I swear one day I'll forbid your access to not just my office but my whole building "

" As if that's gonna stop me " she said sarcastically

" So since you literally crashed my office what brought you here?" I asked getting up making my way to the mini bar and took the bottle of whiskey and poured myself a glass. Then i walked to the big window of my office Admiring the view.

" Nothing i just wanted to see you since her majesty doesn't have enough time to visit her friends"

" Is that so? Don't you have patients to take care of or did they get tired of  you and fired you finally?" I smirked taking a sip from my drink

" Yahh! Asshole " she shouted making me laugh.

"It's my day off and i wanted to visit you, so suck it up and sit your sexy ass down here and tell me everything EVERYTHING" she demanded giving me a knowing look

" Well what do you want to know?" I asked setting on the couch beside her

" Everything how did you have her? the meeting and of course the details of all your sexy hot nights with her " she squealed like a child and i let a loud laugh. Sometimes i wender how did she became a doctor with her childish behaviors.

" Well it's fantastic more then i thought Jennie Kim is..." I started telling her everything about the past two months. of course without saying anything about this strange feeling i was feeling since then. I just wanna erase it from my head and i need to do that as soon as possible.

Time skip

I'm here setting on my living room drinking my wine, when my head drifted back to All the nights i had Jennie. I was invaded with the images of her naked body under me screaming my name. I felt my body temperature suddenly rising at the  thought of her touching me, pleasuring me with her hot tongue.

Gosh! that tongue that did Wenders to me

or the way her fingers thrust inside me hitting the right places, the way her hand massaged my breasts and sucked them like a hungry baby,

fuck i need her and now.

I closed my eyes trying to control my arousal and desire but to no Vail my body is burning to feel her touch. I put the glass on the table and took my phone and called Jennie.

" Hello" she said

" Miss Kim come to my house I'll send you the address and don't make me wait Ruby Jane " i spoke with a Stern husky voice

" I'll be there soon Miss Manoban " she said hunging up.

With that i sent her the address of my penthouse and waited for her to come .....

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